Lost in thoughts
If we could live forever.YURI POV
I glanced at Taeyeon who's sitting beside me in class
It's again the many times she's lost in her thoughts.
Something must be wrong.
It seems to have started since the day she came back with Jessica.
They seemed to be much closer as well.
The other day Jessica even asked me to excuse them.
THEM.
When did they become so close?
Argh. Why am i even feeling jealous?
I threw another glance at Jessica.
She seems to be looking at Taeyeon as well.
Maybe they are secretly together now?
That must be it!
Taeyeon's rarely in our room these days.
She must be hanging out with Jessica!
Sighhhh. I looked down at my desk.
TAEYEON POV
It's been a week.
My eyes are back to normal, but my feelings are not.
I still feel so odd.
It's like i'm no longer a human yet i don't feel like a vampire.
Maybe i need more time to get used to it?
Sighhh.
I feel bad keeping it from Yuri as well.
I even lied to her.
From wearing blue contacts to secretly meeting Jessica to hanging out at the park just to avoid her because i can't bear to lie to her further and am worried about spilling this secret. I know Yuri's trustable, but it just feels like we are different now. I'm no longer a human.
JESSICA POV
Sighhhh.
I was looking at Taeyeon and she still seemed lost.
Still not used to being a vampire i guess?
I hope i could cheer her up but i'm not sure what to do.
I'm always bad at this kind of things.
Maybe i need to seek some help.
Then i looked at Yuri.
She seemed depressed too.
Why?
I wish i could console her as well.
But i can't even help myself.
I'm guessing Taeyeon has not told her our secret yet.
I wonder what she will think of me if she knows i'm a vampire actually.
But no matter what, it just seems impossible between us.
Maybe i should just give up.
A lone tear escaped my eye.
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