a/n : listen to some sad music...it give more feels....

TAEYEON DIARY

You said to me move on…move on with my life…move on from us….

We shouldn’t be together in the end….this is not what it meant to be…

Don’t you know how hard it is?

Don’t you know how hurt it is?

Don’t you know my tears will fall without any reasons now?

Don’t you know how scared I was?

And

Don’t you know that I wish I never fall in love with you in the first place?

So that I won’t get hurt badly as this….

And after all that I feel and you can say to me is move on….

Face the reality…

You just don’t love me….

I wish I could tell you how much it’s hurt…how much my heart bleeding now….

How hurt it is when you push that knife to my heart….

You just slowly push it through my heart while giving me a smile….

It’s just hurt so much…..

I wish that at least you tell me that everything we been through together meant anything to you…

But I guess it’s not....

You want him more…I could say nothing about it…

Who am I to you? I guess again…. it’s nobody…just someone pass by in your life…

Will you notice if I disappear from your life?

Will you remember me if I gone from your life?

I don’t know…u want him more….

U still want him more….our love or my love is not enough for you…

I understand how much I confuse about our relationships but my heart feel it…weird right?

Nothings to be right with my world when I know I love you so much…

But

Nothings to be right with my world when I know that you love someone else...

It made me keep thinking what I really feel about you….

But in the end I still don’t have the answer……

I don’t have the answer….

I wish I have the answer and really put an end to our stories…

The answer that I have to give to my heart….

So that….my heart doesn’t hurt anymore….

I wish I have the answer….

Tiffany….

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Taeyeon just finish writing in her diary for today…for some reasons she just want to write a lot today…..

This year so much happen that she don’t know anything could be worse than this…

Taeyeon let out a huge sigh and then look to the view of the city just ahead of her….

She love to write her diary in her balcony…everything seem so perfect from that balcony….

Taeyeon close her eyes and the feel come again haunt her…

Taeyeon doesn’t know when will her feelings will go away….

“hey…what are you doing?” taeyeon surprise to hear a voice suddenly come from her back….

Taeyeon turn back and look tiffany grin at her….