“Dee, is there a problem?” he asked me. He caught me staring at him.

“Huh? oh! t-there's no problem”, he looked at me in the eyes, trying to tease me with his stare.

“Is that so? You’ve been passing out. I thought I was talking to the air” He joked at me then laughed.

Ahh! The way he laughs and smiles, it’s too simple. Simple enough to make me smile also – it’s contagious.

His name is Kwon Jiyong. He often called me Dee, while I call him Ji. It’s our pet name to each other. Well, for me it’s our endearment. Aigoo, what am I thinking? >_<

I’ve been feeling this ever since but I chose to ignore. This is the first time that I’m feeling this kind of emotion. I am new to this that’s why I don’t know. My mind is hazy and I don’t know what to do.

This is an unusual feeling and I think this is wrong. I never felt this way before. I open up to my mom and told her about what I feel. She keeps on saying “You’ve fallen for him”. I tried to deny it but no, now I know … I have fallen in love … with him … with my very own best friend.

Today is May 17 20xx; he’s so different. He became sweeter than yesterday. I can’t help it but to fall in love with him every time he is around. I always want him around. I always seek for his presence but I know were just BEST of friends and this truth real