A/n:Do let me know how do you think about this story after reading! Do you like it? Or it to confusing for you?

Seungri's POV

-Doing leg physiotherapy alone at hospital- Ah, I really cannot do it. My leg doesn't have any strength at all. Why am I so useless?! -Hit his numb leg furiously- I gave up! Why does bad things always happened on me? -Sit down on the floor, curl into a ball and start to sob- *sobbing continuously*

//Jiyong, will you be disappointed to see my pathetic state now? I feel like giving up, I don't have any strength to continue all these. I miss you so badly.// -tears falling down his cheek continuously.- He started sobbing loudly till he find it hard to breathe. -close his eyes, lie on the floor and fall into the darkness-

-Frowned when he was awake by unwelcomed voices by several nurses- He's such a poor thing, he is still so young yet have to suffer all these without a proper shoulder for him to lean on. *smile sadly* -Seungri pretend to be asleep while tears falling down his cheek-

-He opened his eye after the nurses leave his room, he struggled himself up, walk towards the wheelchair which was placed beside to the window, sit on it and went up to the rooftop without notifying the nurse- //Jiyong, I guess I no longer have the chance to run up to you anymore. I want to give up this life of mine, but I don't bear to leave you, I can't take it if I was not able to see your face, your smile, hear from your sweet voice saying you love me. But I'm really tired of all these, I decided to give up now.// Jiyong, I love you. I really love. I'm sorry for leaving you without saying anything to you. I hope I can be your lover in my next life!! -he scream out while tears flowing down in unstoppable speed-

-Looking up, smiling sadly at the skies while holding a pen-knife on his hand near to his another wrist- Please be safe, move on and find another one that can love you as much as I do. Goodbye Hyung. -close his eyes tightly with tears flowing-

Just when, he place the blade of the pen-knife on his wrist, a unfamiliar voice sound out. HAHAHA, you're really a weak boy! *smirk evilly* -Seungri turn back, shocked by the sudden appearance-

What are you doing?! Let me go, leave me alone here!! Get away from me!! I don't need help!! -Seungri yelling, trying to stop the stranger from wheeling back to his ward-

-Darkness came to Seungri when one of the nurse injected some calming medicine to his body-

Someone's POV

-Smirking while touching Ri's cheeck- You must not give up now, if not everything will be ruin. You look really cute and innocent, no wonder he will fall so deeply for you. But I've no choice but to carry on with this plan. -leave the ward quietly-

Jiyong's POV

-Looking at his phone attentively, hoping there'll be a mesage or call from his Ri, but always end up disappointed- //He must have forgotten about me yet I'm still grieving over him.// -He lie on this bed and close his eyes, imagine his lover was next to him. He growled when he heard someone knocking his door- //Must be Top-hyung again. Why can't he just leave me alone? Aish! -Walk up to the door- What do you want? I'm not in the mood to chit chat with you now.- He stood there for a few seconds in silent, waiting for Top to speak out but Top didn't speak anything, just stared Jiyong attentively- If you're not going to say anything, then please leave. I'm tired, I wanna rest. -put his hand and about to close the door but was stopped by Top- I just want to let you know that I will be going for overseas trip, will only be back next week. You must be happy that I won't be home to nag you again. Please take care of yourself. I hope to see the old you back when I'm back from my trip. -frown at Jiyong's heck care attitude-

Fine, just go ahead. I don't care. -slam the door and lie back on his bed- //The one I care doesn't even care about me. FInally, I'm gonna have a peaceful week at home without his annoying nags-

Top's POV

//Jiyong, I'll save you out from this misery. You definitely don't even deserve all this. Just wait, I'll make you feel so much loved that you never feel before when you're with that Seungri// *smirk* -drag his luggage out and drive to airport- //Seungri, you this bastard, just wait for me to come and ruin your so-called peaceful life// -close his eyes and fall into darkness-