Melted
Should I or should I not?
Melted-Akdong Musician
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EyfandDTvc8
If I had met you sooner
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My phone ring while I'm staring at the ceiling as I'm laying down on my bed. I search for my phone somewhere under the blanket. The caller's ID is unknown, but I think that I know this numer. After trying to remenber, I rushing to answer before it hang off
''Hoya?!'' I sit straight up, then clear my throat slightly as I want to stay cool ''I mean..Hello?!''
''Hello? Are you Hoya's gardiant?''
-Guardian?- I thought
I heard a lady's voice instead of his. Then my curiosity turned into fear.
My driver to take me to Seoul Hospital as my wish. Since I can't wait for the elevator, I use the stair to go to the seventh floor. Searching for room number 707, I take a deep breath before I open the door. Slowly, I step closer. I see him laying zombie-like in bed. His eye close tightly as he's breathing heavily. Sure ,he's having alot of pains. I gasping. Shivering, I put my hands on his cheek. He's cold as ice.
''H-Hoya?''
Someone is calling me. I think I know this voice, so I try to open my heavy eyes. I see her. I was surprised at first. Wonder why she's here, she must had heard about my condition. But it doesn't matter now. At least I can see her beautiful face, and hear her sweet voice calling my name for the last time.
I place my hand on hers, which is still on my cheek, to feel the warmth. Just like this, all the pain inside me vanish.
''Hoya-ah, are you ok?'' I want to tell her to not worry, but the sound doesn't come out no matter how hard I try. The beepbeep sound of the heart-rate machine racing make her panic ''What should I do?'' Her eyes start watering. I use all the strenght that I have left to raise my hand up to her face, use my thump to wipe away the tears in the corner of her eyes. This is bad. I'm so sleepy. I know that if I sleep now, I won't be able to wake up again. I can't help but shut my tired eyes
The darkess comes, and...takes her away from me.
Love at the first sight. The thing that I thought it was stupid. Now I'm believing it.
I love you. The three words that I thought they were too corny. Now I'm here, dying to hear it.
Even though I don't say it out loud...But I hope you can feel it.
If I had met you sooner,
this cold heart would had melt faster.
If I had me you sooner,
this cold life would be warmer.
I wish I had met you sooner,
so I could love you longer.
Just like that, three years had passed.
Just like every year, I decided to sneak out to visit him on his birthday.
Just like every time like this, I had chance to use all my checks. Money solve everything.
I don't know what is his favorite flower so I just buy something purple since I know that's his favorite color. I stay there q
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