"will you.." 
then out of nowhere, an empty can of sunny10 hit the head of your lovely -insert bias name- who was trying 

to tell you something. all the (romantic) tension wore off the time 4 other gorgeous men came out 

wearing casual clothes, maybe for practice or hiding their identity 
"you liar! you said you were just gonna buy us some bubble tea in the store. don't you know how long we waited for?! luckily that the store owner saw you and told us where direction you are heading. ha! you are so dead!! skipping dance practice and letting your members thirst for hours!!! i'm gonna tell the manager about how you..." 
then the blabber keeps going on and on. each member lecturing him like a little child while your adorable -insert bias name- keep massaging his sore head and a few moments all the members carried him all the way inside the car but one member called out your name 
"sorry for the disturbance -insert name here-. this little devil didn't told you that he was busy huh?" he asked sweetly though his looks changed once he looked back at -insert bias name here- 
"he didn't tell me." you replied still startled of what happened the whole day specially at that moment 
"well anyways, the manager will arrive in another car any minute now but for the mean time he will take of you" he then pulled out an alpaca plushie 
"Ace please guard-insert name-. make sure that there's no other wolf that will get close to her while waiting for manager-sshi" - name-said as he saluted to the cute plushie 
he then gave little brave Ace to you. 
as all the members including him got inside the car and as it starts to move. a riot was heard inside. you step back to ensure your distance is safe away from those wolves who the hell know what they are doing inside. 
you then just sit around the nearby bench while holding tightly ace around your arms. wondering what he was about to say before the others from the pack "kidnapped" him. 
"haha. karma my dear-insert bias name-." you laughed while facing the alpaca imagining you are talking to -insert bias name- instead 
"but what were you saying? those idiots. haha. wrong timing as always. that was the only chance we could be alone together for a day" you continued to chatter and giggled 
"sigh. i really wished that you can tell me!" you shouted 
"tell you what?" 
"that if i more than your friend....huh?!?!? Ace?!? you can speak?!?!?" you panicked as you shake the plushie to make it speak once more 
"haha. silly girl. look up" 
as you look up, the manager faces you with a smirk on his face 
you're dead. no, you wished you are dead now because the closest person to the guy you are mentioning and thinking earlier overheard your plea. 
"you heard it" you asked 
"yes" 
"everything?" 
"yhup" 
":crap.crap.crap.crap.crap" were the words you were thinking. this is bad. no, worst! the manager knows it already! what should i do is the sentence you are trying to build up and solving but the manager had already read the signs of your face and he's enjoying to see the panicking you. 
"haha. don't worry. i won't tell unless.." 
"u-u-unless what?" you said quite shivering 
"keep this chat our little secret." 
"what chat?" you questioned 
"i'll tell you when we get in the car" he winked 
"k then" you said as you enter the car while hugging ace 
"did -insert bias name- tell you already?" he asked while he was busy driving 
"hhmm. i think he was about to tell me but the others came and throws a can at his head and starts kidnapping him" you replied 
the manager just laughed and pulled out a paper and gave it to you. you were about to ask him what was that paper he gave to you but he continued to talk 
"let me the one to tell you this little secret of that boy" 
you listened very closely to the manager about that thing that keeps bugging you 
"every time we chat during our free time. he can't stop blabbering about that place and how he will propose to that girl. i thought he was so stupid to dream things like that but now that he already bought a house and lot. he really showed me how serious he is for that dream, he didn't mentioned that in shows and interviews because he was thinking the public might think of it to be childish but everyone in the company knows it. everyone is supporting him even the CEO is sponsoring his wedding. all that is left is his proposal. i told him he's to young and this might ruined his and the group's fame and career but everyone in the group showed their full support and told me it doesn't matter whether their popularity will fall down as long as that kid is happy" he smiled 
"it's hard to find your true happiness in the world full of cameras and critiques. I'm- i mean we are thankful that he found it earlier and for that girl who is his only light from this dark world" he continued 
while listening to the manager's story, you can't help but to smile thinking how passionate he is but there is one thing that keeps bugging you. who is this girl he is referring to. who is this girl who charmed the guy every girl dreams of including you. you don't know if you are just worrying or what. your heart began to sink deep, it hurts a bit but you don't know if it's a good thing or bad thing. you can't control your mouth anymore 
"manager-sshi, who is th-" 
"we're here" he said facing the front door in your house. you didn't continue the question and you immediately get out of the car and the manager starts the engine but you stopped the car because you're still holding ace. 
"keep him for the night" he said 
"you need ace more than that galaxy dragon" he waved and leave 
"hmm. even the manager knows the memes ahah." you giggled 
as you rushed to your room and jumped into your bed. you can't help that feeling, a very deep feeling but you can't really explain whether it was good or not. you just tightly hold ace until you felt something 
"huh? what's this?" you asked as you put out a small letter ut f the alpaca's neck 

"to -insert name-" 
"hmm? for me?" then you opened the said letter 


dear -insert name- 
i hope ace delivered you this letter safely. 
well anyways my birthday is coming up and i want everyone to be there specially the two girls i cherished so much but before my GRAND party. i want you to meet the girl i was supposed to tell you and introduce but because of our hectic schedule i might not be there for you to guide where she is but i told the manager to give you her exact location at that time written also in the paper. she is the one i want to propose and spend my whole life with in my future home. i hope you'll meet her day before my birthday. 
XOXO 
-insert bias name- 


so that was the feeling you felt a moment . you were right, it was a painful feeling. not a moment too soon tears came out your eyes and your heart starts aching and burning like it was literally on fire. you can't help but to cry while holding ace in your arm 

"i was right. i won't have any chance with him because he is already in love with someone else from the start" you cried and cried..