I’m in our rooftop, thinking how everything went wrong because of a stupid mistake. A mistake that I cause which now, as all of you can see, I’m suffering. How about I tell you a story? My story? Here goes nothing.

I’m Jessica by. A simple girl with a simple dream but everything changes when I met her four years ago in our college years.

I bid my goodbye to my mom and went to school. We’re not rich or anything like that so I don’t own a car, so I commute my way there. After thirty minutes of ‘traveling’ I finally reach my destination, Seoul East College. It’s not actually my dream school (though I don’t have any dream school at all). If you’re wondering why I picked this school, my good old friends just tricked me, saying they will take an entrance exam there and will enroll if passed. Although we all passed, they enroll in a different university leaving me here in SEC. I don’t want to burden my parents to enroll me into a different university and I’m too lazy to do paperworks. They are required, right? And so, the bell rang signaling the start of the class. I went to my designated room and I was shock because twenty-five of the students are boys and the girls are only five. Of course, the shock-ness is not evident to my face or else, everyone in the room would make fun of me.

I sat at the second row, last seat of the left side of the room and all of the girls went next to my seat. We introduce our names to each other (girls only) and that’s when I found out their names, namely, Yoona, Yuri, Tiffany, Sunny and Taeyeon. I met other boys too, namely, Nickhun, Ravi, Siwon, Chanyeol, Key, Chunji, Kevin, Hyunseung and Woobin. The basic introduction things happened and the next thing I know, we became bestfriends. Whenever there is an an assignment, quizzes or seatworks, we form a ‘group study’, eventually one person remains studying and the rest will just copy the answers. This became our ‘technique’. Sometimes, professor caught us, sometimes they don’t. Looking back, things before are simply amazing yet wonderful. All those stupid moments that one of our friends did, we just laugh at it. Problems are not that heavy, unlike now. Couple of months later, our friend Nickhun introduces his girlfriend to us. Her name’s Victoria. She’s a dork and childish sometimes but that’s how we became friends with her. She shares everything about her and Nickhun and we are actually shocked because they became a couple since their start of highschool, which is pretty early by the way. But all in all, their relationship is good aside from the bickering.

Months passed and everything flows into its rightful places. I’m still friends with those dorks I call friends and it’s really great to finally meet your true friends. School bell rang signaling the end of the class. We bid goodbyes to each other and I went to the mall. I heard this unfamiliar song and I became addicted to it. When I went home, I eagerly search for the group’s name and the songs that they sang and just like that, I became their fan. My friends knew about this and they’re like ‘Do you understand what they are saying?’, ‘You’re weird’ and ‘An alien in our group’ which earn many laughs but I don’t care. It’s my new addiction, music. One of my friend, Tiffany,  take a seat next to mine and she made me listen to one of the songs in her phone and my eyes widened, she is also addicted to my addiction. My co-fan, yay! We exchange different opinions about music and everything related. In just a snap, we became bestbud. We became super close and we separate ourselves to our friends. We basically talk about everything since then.

One time, I felt this strong connection to her. It’s pretty strange and weird since it’s the first time I felt it. Everytime I saw her smile, I smile. Whenever she frowns, I find it cute. I notice everything about her and I don’t know why. I enjoy it actually, since it makes my heart jump in joy. We both went to the library and we sat facing each other and I took a certain book in my bag, which my friend