I'm lost in this dark road. I'm stuck in the middle of the road, can't decide which way to go . My overflowing tears make everything blurred . Why life is so unfair? Is it because of something i have done wrong ? Why everyone left me ? M i not worthy to live iin this world?? All these question making me dizzy and i can't stand properly , my legs already given up but i have to try for him. Flashback of your smile , your laugh ,your voice brings me hope but i could not bring myself in front of you because m not worthy enough to deserve you . It hurts my heart hurts because i have to lie to you in order to keep you safe . Pliz forgive me . Why m i always thinking of you ? You look sad not like you used to be the cheerful happy boy . Had you already find out about me ? Pliz don't be mad at me . I know i lied to you about myself but you are the only reason which gave me hope to live this filthy life .I promise i ll make it upto you i ll never lie again , ll tell you the truth. "Yesung ?" Thats the sweet voice.