The flight will be at nine and I’m still in my bed at this time.

Looking at the clock and sigh.

Should I go?

Should I stay?

Should I..

My phone ring and the same person told me the same message to get me up and be ready.

~MVM~

The street still the same.

The scenery still beautiful.

I smile to the fresh air.

I will be late.

But still.. I don’t walk that fast. Enjoy the moment.

Humming the song that we loved to sang together.

Just then..

You smile to me from a far, you look’s great with your own style.

I smile to you and wave cheerfully. You laugh and the person beside you look at me.. smiling.

Did that person make you happy? Or maybe it’s you who make him happy~ like what you did to me.

You get into his car with linking arms and being comfortable.

Fine.

It’s alright. It’s your new life with that man.

I’m okay.

Am I?

I walk again.

This time with all of the thought that comes in and out, mess my mind up.

Another ring. Another message.

I take a look to my phone screen.

Not answering.

I sighed.

Then I smile.

The called finally stop.

I look at the screen it's still us and then I slide to find our pictures.

There is you and me.

Together.

Holding hands.

Hugging tightly.

Smiling brightly.

Sighed.

My step getting hard.

I stop for a while.

Am I really leaving?

The pictures of yout still lingering in my head. Even without looking at it.

All those memories with you still like yesterday. I still....you.

I still miss you.

I still looking at you.

I still smile at you.

I still hope have a small chat with you.

I still dream about you.

I still thinking about you.

I still … need you.

I still …. You.

I turn my way and smile.

Put my phone back after took the batteries.

It won’t end just like this, right?

My feet getting light. I’m running.

Yes.. I will running back. Back to get you.

Back to try again.

Back to make you smile again.

Back and back…

I will be back to you..

Because I still …. you.

“Hah..hah..hah..”

“Kyuhyun-ah? What are you doing here? I thought you will be leave today?” I smile to your concern.

So, you know it?

You still care for me?

Are you still…. me, too?

“What? Why are you panting like this? Did you just run?” your voice sound beautiful even with all worries on your face.

“Hey, answer me! What happen to you?” your soft palm touch my face.

“I still….” you look at me confused.

“What? Still what? Did I took something from you? Or you leave something in my place? Should we get that thing so you could get to the airport?” I shake my

head for your every concern questions that you aksed.

It’s not just something.

It’s everything for me.

“Lee Sungmin.. I still love you” I whisper to your ears, softly.

“Heh?”

I don’t care with all of your confused face. I don’t care with all of your customer who looking at us. I don’t care to that person who standing right there, in the

corner with the death glare.

This hug...

It won’t be the last.

This perfume...

I won’t forget it.

This warm...

I will take this back.

“Kyu~” your soft voice was so close to my ears.

“I’m not leave for..ever. I will be back again. I’m not angry with you. You’re not wrong. Those all was a stupid mistakes. We could fix that. Not now..” I hold for a

mere second because you want to cut me, but I make you stop when I kiss the top of your hair.

“I promise I will be back and fix everything about us”

“Kyu~”

“I still…. yeah.. I still love you. I still you”

One last kiss on your forehead and I leave with the smile.

I’m still you.

I’m still… loving you, Lee Sungmin.

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