Taengsic Version

The Sad Reality

 Ever since she laid eyes on him, Jessica was always in love with him. When she didn't know his name, didn't even know anything about him at all she still had her heart stitched with his face in it. He was a senior and she was just a freshman. After learning more about him she couldn't help but fall in love every single day she saw him. She had thought she found Mr. Dorky. They had never really spoken before, but they had this special "connection" that Jessica felt was love.

Every week she would take the same bus as him just to have an extra hour or so to just be with him. Any little thing would always make her heart flutter. One day while just staring at his flawless features, she began to cry. She knew he was going to graduate soon and she never had a chance to tell him how she felt . She was just so in love with him she couldn't even do anything to express how she felt for him.

He looked up from his phone and looked at her, one tear then another falling out of her almost almond shaped eyes, she then quickly wiped them away so that he didn't see her weak side. Then her stop came and she left right outside the bus her eyes were once again flooded with tears. Her heart had hurt so much she could barely even think straight.

 

-A few months later-

 

It was almost graduation day and Jessica's heart was heavier than ever. She knew what was coming and she knew she couldn't do anything to stop it. Everyday she would stand and that railing near where he hung out and just stare at the sky.

She had already lost hope in trying to get him, but she never stopped loving him. On graduation day she went to see her other senior friends but of course he was there. Her heart did that thing where it shattered into a billion pieces, a tear slipping out from the corner of her eyes, but she had to let it go and be happy for him. That was the last day she saw him at school.

 

-Four years later-

 

Jessica  was a senior now and of course her feelings were still in tact for her Mr. Dorky. She currently was sitting at the spot where he used to hang out reminiscing in the small but enjoyable moments she had with him. She missed every single thing about him. Her tears couldn't help but pour out of her eyes, she hadn't seen him for so long but why did she still love him? That day she went to the bus stop after school. It was pouring the loads so she was the only one there getting drenched from the rain that she was too deep in her thoughts to even think about.

She imagined about what it would've been like if she did confess her feelings to him. She didn't even notice but she was shivering almost in the stages of hypothermia, but she didn't give a damn at all. Then someone she had longed to see for the longest time appeared at the bus stop a few feet away from her but she didn't notice him.

She turned her he'd to the right and she was shocked at who she saw. She turned her head back and looked down crying yet again. He noticed the very cold and sad girl and felt bad for her. He didn't even notice that was her. "Are you ok?" He asked politely, but then she just shook her head. He felt slightly awkward "umm here take my jacket you must be freezing cold" he tried to put it over her but she stopped him and stood up and was now angered

 "TAEYEON  I DON'T NEED YOUR ING JACKET AND I DON'T NEED YOU.. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH PAIN I WENT THROUGH ALL THESE YEARS BECAUSE OF YOU?! I MISSED YOU SO MUCH AND YOU PROBABLY DIDN'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME RIGHT?! I WAS STUPID FOR LETTING MYSELF FALL INLOVE WITH YOU AND I JUST-" she was cut off by him hugging her tightly.

Taeyeon said calmly "I'm sorry I hurt you, I'm sorry for making you feel that way, I should've known sica-ah~. I should've told you when I had the chance, but I guess I was the STUPID one for not making a move towards you. . . .”

“i’m sorry sica-ah~" he hugs her more tightly and then she started crying in his arms and instantly forgave him.

“I’m so sorry sica-ah~….i’m sorry” He kissed Jessica's forehead.....They stood there in the rain together forever.

 

Until, she woke up. She was in the hospital bed with an IV and her mom and her sister by her side. "What happened?" She asked shocked of her surroundings. "You fainted while you were waiting at the bus stop unnie. Are you ok?" asked Krystal worriedly

 

Jessica answered. "Oh.. Um yeah I'm fine I should've just went home when it was raining, sorry..." She realized what just happened was a dream. She would never be with her Mr. Dorky. then she whispered 

as if it could stretch miles to where he was now.

"Taeyeon I Love You"

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Va_asianloverz
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Chapter 2: please share more
soshibubbles09
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Chapter 1: Yay~! I'm the first commenter here! Keke. Anyway, this story was a great one! Fighting, author-nim! (-: