I Give Up
SUMMER TEARSKKJ Pov
No no no no this can't be happening not again. He looks so pale , so tir so lifeless. His eyes are red and i know that this was because he was crying all this time and dark. I think this time is worse than the previous one. Everything is my fault. Why did i have to convince him to come here again.
HYS Pov
Saengie what happened ???? please tell me Kyu said with an apologetic face
I want to go back home can we leave ??? i said and i didn't want to discuss things futher
Of course Kyu said immediately
Ok i'll pack my things i said and turned around
No we won't go back YunHo said
Why do you want to leave Saengie ??? he continued
Why ??? You are asking WHY ???????? i said and i could my tearing flowing like river
Yes tell us now and stop being a coward face reality and what is happening don't isolate yourself. Mayybe we can help you YunHo said
NOOOOOOOO I DON'T WANT ANYONE'S HELP I JUST WANT TO LEAVE THIS PLACE AND NEVER COME BACK HERE. I CAN'T STAND THIS ANYMORE I....... I......I..... ( i was breathing heavily and i was out of breath the image of Hyun Joong and Tiffany together on bed was driving me crazy. Without realizing it i was pulling my hair)
KKJ Pov
He was acting like a crazy person he was pulling his own hair and his chest was pounding
Saengie are you ok ???????? what is happening i asked and run to him
But before he could answer he i heard a loud thud and he was on the floor unconscious
YunHooooooooooooooooooooo help me please let's get him to the hospital
I don't know what i would do if he wasn't there with me. He carried him to the car as he is stronger than me and drove to the hospital. I was holding Saengie at the back and kept crying as i felt helpless. He face looked so small to me now. I always about having chubby cheeks but now he seemed so small and fragile and it was my fault because i never thought that he wouldn't be able to face this. We arrived at the hospital and YunHo carried Saengie once more to the closest doctor. The doctor was examining Saengie and we stayed outsside. Then YunHo hugged me.
Don't worry he will be ok he said trying to comfort me
Once he wakes up we will leave this place immediatelyi said
No he said shocking me . He has to fight this...... them
Not in the cost of health and happiness i said firmly
We will see what happens when he wakes up it's pointless to discuss this now he said
Whatever i sadi
After 1 hour the doctor was out but Saengie still lifeless and two men were taking him somewhere.
Doctor what happened ????? Why hasn't he woken up yet ?????? Is something wrong ??? I kept asking not letting the doctor speak
You have to stop talking then the doctor will tell us what happened YunHo whispered to me
Was he under pressure or stress ???/ he asked
Yes YunHo said
Is he eating well ?? the doctor kept asking
Well i think he did YunHo said
I don't think so the doctor said
His organism was very weak , dehydrated and with the combination of pressure he collapsed. He will be fine but he has to avoid stress and eat properly. If an episode like this happen again he might have something more serious but he was lucky the docotr said
Something more serious ???i asked
Yes he had high blood pressure and increased heartbeat. This episode was notvery intense so everything will be fine if take some rest but if a stronger or more intense episode happens you understand that something more severe might happen the doctor said and left
Let's go to his room and wait till he wakes ups
HYS Pov
What is happening i was at the living room talking with Kyu and YunHo and suddenly everything went black and something strange was happening i was at my room sleeping with HyunJoong . I remember this memory it was a few years ago everything was so peaceful and beautiful. I felt so secure and happy by just being near him. I have to say at that time i stole a kiss from him as he was in deep sleep and all mine. Suddenly this wonderful picture was becoming black. I tried to avoid the darkness but it took everything my room , my bed and lastly HyunJoong and then while i was waking up i realised htat this was goodbye. My goodbye................saranghae.............. i thout before i opened my eyes
Everything seemed strange i wearing a mask and i was at the hospital. YunHo was sitting by my side and realised i had woken up
What happened ???i asked why am i here ?????
You wanted to worry us and decided to faint paboooo he said and winked at me
I want to go home i said
We will go once you're released YunHo siad
I mean Seoul i said
Why ??????? he insisted
I give up you can call me a coward or whatever it's my choice
Then Kyu came in and hugged me he was warm and nice after we talked for a few minutes i felt tired and slept again.
YunHo's Pov
After Saengie slept i took my phone out and call him
We have to meet now and discuss i don't accept no as an answer i said
Ok meet me at the same place in 30 minutes
ok
:DDDD enjoy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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