13.10.05

“Doctor how is his condition right now?”

“I’m sorry but he didn't have so much time to live here." 

Slowly, a water drop from my eyes, one by one it dropped, slowly getting more and more..I can't stop it.

13.11.23

“I love you.”

“….”

“I love you and I want to..to be yours.”

 I know he would probably said it.

 “I love you too. Very much.”

He smiled. But there’s something that he should know before he’s..gone.

“Err chanhee-”

“Shh…”

“….”

“Goodbye byung..”

“Goodbye? What-“

BEEEPPPP

I stand up in panicked and touch his face, I shouted his name. Doctor pat my shoulder after checking chanhee’s condition, then leave the room. I began to cry hardly. I hugged him really thight. Relaxing huh.. I have to accept the fact that my lover, leaving this world already, on my 20th birthday anniversary..

“I’m sorry..Chanhee..”

"If you’re not my brother... I would just probably..married you..."