A Kiss for Acceptance
The Tangled Web
The silence that followed Jonghyun's proclomation seemed to last forever for him. Minho's face didn't show nearly enough emotion for Jonghyun to be able to decipher what the younger male was thinking. "Jjong-hyung..." Minho's voice was barely more than a whisper. "Do you know what you just said?" Jonghyun looked closely in Minho's eyes- still too difficult to read. "Minho, I love you. I love you as in I want to hold your hand and go on dates. I love you like I want to make love with you when we are both ready. I love you like I want to kiss you so bad right now, and yet I am holding back. I love you like-" "HYUNG!" Minho had started to shake a little, "I get it! You love me! I understand that..." Minho paused and looked at Jonghyun carefully, "But whay you able to say it so easily?" Minho's head dropped a bit as a tear slowly slid down his cheek. Jonghyun grabbed Minho's chin and brought the younger's head up until Minho was looking in his eyes. "Minho, it isn't easy. If it was easy, I would have told you a long time ago. But I didn't. I waited until I couldn't possibly wait anymore. Minho, I really, truly, undoubtedly love you." Jonghyun saw something he didn't recognize in Minho's eyes. "Hyung..." his voice was barely audible again, "I-I-I... I love you to hyung, I just don't know if I'm ready for more than the relationship we have now. I mean, I want something more, I do, I just... I'm so confused." Jonghyun wasn't entirely sure how to take Minho's confession. "Okay, Min, I will give you some time to think it over. But, can you let me do one thing first?" Minho looked closely into Jonghyun's eyes and the emotions there were so strong he decided that whatever his beloved hyung wanted couldn't be too bad. "Sure, what did you want to do?" "This." Then Jonghyun quickly leaned in and captured Minho's lips with his own. It was short, simple, and sweet, but Jonghyun (and Minho) saw sparks and felt an amazing burning desire fill his body immediately. Jonghyun pulled back and looked in Minho's eyes once more. "When you are ready to accept me, and to actually start a relationship with me- you lean forward for a kiss. If I kiss you, consider it as an acceptance." Minho nodded his head. "If I lean in for a kiss, I want you as my boyfriend; if you kiss me, we become official." Jonghyun just nodded and walked to the bathroom leaving Minho with his thoughts.~-~-~-~-~-~ It had been a while since the incident in their hotel room and Minho had been painfully aware of Jonghyun ever since then. They were running through the songs for their concert onstage and Minho was watching Jonghyun joke around with Taemin and Onew on the other side of the stage. His chest felt constricted, he was jealous and he knew it. All five SHINee members took their places on the bleachers as they were pushed on stage. 'This is it.' Minho thought as he leaned forward on his bleacher. The bleachers had come to a complete stop and Jonghyun was met with Minho's face inches from his. Jonghyun pulled back a little. 'He's asking me here?' His mind panicked a bit before he quickly leaned in and pecked Minho's lips. They were now official. Minho looked at Onew and Taemin with a hand over his mouth as happiness shone in his eyes. He proceeded to glance at Jonghyun and giggle a bit before looking at Key. They proceeded their rehearsal run of JoJo. With Jonghyun feeling elated and Minho even more so as he decided to dance to his own tune while they rehearsed. The turmoil he had been fighting with himself over for years had finally ended with one little peck.~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ the end!! Hey there! There we are! I originally had another ending in mind but then there was that JongHo video and I kind of ended up changing it... a lot! It was going to end in the hotel room (kekeke!) But, the concert bit wrote itself in there after their moment! ^-^ but yeah, all the thoughts, hotel room moments, and emotions came from my head... so, sadly... it's pure fiction in that respect. Anywho! Thanks for reading, commenting, and subscribing! If there's anything else you want- write on my wall I will post something for you! ^-^ and, stay awesome! ~BaiLingLing <3
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