I'm a mess.

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This is just personal feeling. Social network like FB or TW are not so private anymore, since I'm nothing on AFF I'm gonna let it out here.

Foreword

A and B have been in a vague relationship for 3 years. A and B have always been so proud about their long lasting relationship comparing to other’s. 

Soon A gets bored but still considers B as a safe solution. Until one day A meets C. 

A is smart enough to know that C is just a crush and they’re not going anywhere further, but A’s so aggressive that A decides to take a chance on C, despite the possibility that A could lose B for good, because B is the type of person who will never forgive betrayal. 

Since then A starts being cold to B, no matter how caring B is, and spends all the attention, caring on the heartless C who doesn’t know a thing. A thinks about asking C out on a date all the time, and shuts down all the suggestions of going out from B. A tries to talk to C anytime if possible, and just gives B the one-word-answer when B want to talk. 

A changed. Not because of C. A just changed. And A thinks B should do the same. 

When with B, A doesn’t have the feeling when facing C. No more nervousness, no more blushing, just like looking at an old toy. Just being cold as ice. A’s not a bad person, A has never hurt anyone before. And A knows this isn’t the right thing to do, but A desires a fresh change so bad that A couldn’t resist it. Like, “Feeling something so right, doing the wrong thing!”. 

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