Sunggyu hate to admit but he does have so much fun today… When he going there with ‘him’, he can’t exactly goes to extreme ride because he scared of everything… He also laughs naturally when he doesn’t remember when the last time he laughs like that…

“You know, you look really beautiful when you laugh like that…”Woohyun comments on the way home

Sunggyu looks at him in surprise

“What are you talking about? I smile a lot…”Sunggyu says

“Yes you do, but sometimes it looks fake that you want to cover something up…”Woohyun says

Sunggyu raises his eyebrow at Woohyun’s word,”I don’t realize that you are a fan of me…”

“Wh-What?”Woohyun stutterly asks in surprise

“Well, you sure pay a lot attention to me… If you really like me that much you should just tell me that…”Sunggyu pats Woohyun’s back

“I don’t like you at all…”Woohyun argues back

“Sure you are!! Just keep denying it won’t make it go away…”Sunggyu says in sympathy manner

“Yah!”Woohyun shouts as he frowns at Sunggyu’s word

Sunggyu can’t help himself but laughs at Woohyun’s expression because it was so funny, he let himself laughs that make his eyes turns into a crescent shape and Woohyun who want to be mad at him can’t even looks away because the boy looks breathtaking like that…

“God damn!”Woohyun can’t help himself as he curses at the breathtaking view in front of him

Sunggyu looks at him in confusion at Woohyun sudden silence

“Is that something wrong?”Myungsoo asks as he and Sungyeol sit down while bringing their lunch

“I don’t know your best friend just being weird….”Sunggyu points out

“Yah!”Woohyun complains

“When does he never be weird?”Myungsoo asks back

Sunggyu smirks,”Tell me about it!”

“Yah! Stop gagging up on me!”Woohyun whines

“You are so weird why are you popular again?”Sungyeol asks him

Woohyun pouts as he mumbles about needing a new friends soon but then a giggling can be heard from the brown hair boy who sit beside him and Woohyun thinks that maybe it’s okay to let them sometimes if he can heard those angelic laugh

“So, do you have fun today?”Woohyun asks as they finally arrives at their house

Sunggyu smirks teasingly at the boy,”I don’t know about it…”

“Just admit it, you have fun with me today!”Woohyun says

Sunggyu pretending to be thinking for a while as if he try to decide if he has fun or not

“Yah!”

Woohyun whines at the obvious teasing from the boy

Sunggyu smiles a bit at that,”I do have fun today… Thank you…”

As soon as he finished the word, the brown hair boy goes to his room and closes the door leaving Woohyun smiles at the nice word from the boy

It has been almost a months since the fake dating starting and Woohyun doesn’t really remember about it if only Dongwoo doesn’t bring it up

“What?”Woohyun asks back

“When will you end that fake dating thing with Sunggyu?”Dongwoo asks

The three of them currently stay on Woohyun’s room to hang out together because it was weekend and Sungyeol has something to do with his family so Myungsoo decides to hang out together with them

“Why?”Woohyun asks

“I just never heard about Nam Woohyun doing a fake date and you don’t have a new lover too…”Dongwoo point it out

“Now that you mention it, Woohyun you have been single for a month and that is something new!”Myungsoo says in amusement

“Yah! I am not single,I have a boyfriend remember…”Woohyun says

“Yeah, fake boyfriend, which by the way we haven’t see… Where is he?”Myungsoo asks

“He is going out with Hoya since morning and hasn’t come back yet…”Woohyun grumbles a bit at the thought

Dongwoo raises his eyebrow Woohyun’s expression

“Nam Woohyun!”

“What?”Woohyun asks

“Did you jealous of Sunggyu’s friend?”Dongwoo asks

“W-What?”Woohyun widens his eyes in surprise

“You are, don’t you?”Myungsoo starts teasing him too

“Yah! I am not jealous!”

Woohyun sulks as he grabs the nearest cushion and throwing it to Myungsoo,but the boy easily evade the throwing cushion

Sunggyu looks at the two tombs in front of him with a flat expression… The first tomb is his mother tomb while the other one is ‘Him’…. Sunggyu lets out a deep sigh before squatting down and softly brushes out the name of the tomb

‘Kim Jihoon’

‘The loving brother and son’

“Sunggyu…”Hoya calls out softly

Sunggyu looks at him with flat expression; there is no tear on his eyes even though the tomb in front of him is the one that breaks him more than anything

“I can’t read his last letter, Howonnie…”Sunggyu says softly

Hoya looks at him in confusion at the word

“He writes to me but I can’t open it because I know the time I will open the letter that I have to let him go but I can’t do that…”Sunggyu says

“Sunggyu, he is in better place now so you-“

“Is he?”Sunggyu cuts Hoya’s word

“He is and I bet that he wants you to smile again instead being like this….”Hoya says

“Bu-but-I-“

“I know it’s hard but he wants you to let him go, I know him and he wouldn’t want you to keep reaching out for him…”Hoya says

Sunggyu bites his lips because it actually right, but how he suppose to do that

“Why don’t you try taking the first step by reading his diary instead?”Hoya asks

Sunggyu looks at the leather cover book that Hoya holds, it was suppose to go to him but he cannot look at it so he gives it to Hoya instead

“Ho-“

“Here. Try reading it step by step, Sunggyu…”Hoya says

Sunggyu looks at his best friend before with shivering hand he opens the first page of the book and he can’t help the tears that gathering on his eyes because the first page of the book is the picture of their family before everything going down but the second page is the one that make him break down all over again as Hoya pulls him into his embrace for comfort…

Sunggyu lets out a sob as he looks at the second page of the book that showing the picture of two boys who smiles happily to the camera with handwritten word ‘My World’

A/N : For pete's sake Woohyun just admit that you are fan of Sunggyu! Lol.... Anyway, Kim Jihoon here is an OC i made so I will reveal Sunggyu's past one by one and soon the both of them will together :D... Sorry for any mistake by the way but i do hope you enjoy the story so far!

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