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Kim So-Ah’s P.O.V.

It’s a lie, it’s a lie.

We can’t end like this.

Come back to me again.

Please, come back to me.

I can’t believe the fact that you are leaving me.

“So-Ah, these past two years have been fun and all, but I believe that it’s time for me to leave.” JunHyung said. I laughed. Today was April Fool’s Day, JunHyung couldn’t POSSIBLY be serious about breaking up with me. “Oppa, you’re soo mean!!!” I said. “What are you talking about So-Ah?” JunHyung asked. I stopped laughing. Did this mean that JunHyung…

No matter what I to say to you right now,

It’s going to have no effect whatsoever.

This isn’t right, this isn’t right.

I can’t trust this fact.

Reality hit me. JunHyung ACTUALLY wanted to break up with me. “O-Oppa…” I started. Before I began the rest of my sentence, I hesitated with each and every word that came out of my mouth. “You… really… want to… break up… with me?” I asked. “De.” Junhyung said. Silence. “Waeyo? I-I can change if that’s what you want. J-Jebal. D-Don’t do this to me Oppa!!!”

This is all a lie,

Not the truth.

I can’t believe it any longer.

I will tell you many times to come back to me.

This is all just a lie.

JunHyung hesitated to answer my question. Hope began to spread all over my body. Perhaps he decided not to break up with me after all. “I don’t want you to change for me So-Ah. Nothing you do is EVER going to change my mind.” JunHyung said. And like that, all of the hope shattered into nothing. Two years worth of what I thought was love, down the drain with words.

Now you are no longer next to me.

That is the truth; I don’t want to believe it.

Come back to me,

Even if I say this many times.

All of this has to be a lie right now.

“JunHyung!!! JunHyung!!! …Yong JunHyung!!!” And like that, JunHyung left me to myself to cry alone in the bitter cold darkness that I called my world. “What have I done to deserve this?!” I asked no one in particular. Thinking only made my current condition worsen. My breathing became even more uneven and the tears continued to fall down more and more.

It’s a lie, it’s a lie.

It’s a lie, it’s a lie.

This isn’t the truth, this isn’t the truth.

This isn’t the truth, this isn’t the truth. 

Within seconds, everything didn’t make sense. Nothing no longer mattered to me. “How could I let this happen?” I thought. Why on such a day would the world play such a cruel joke on me? …Maybe this was what I deserved, but from what? What did I do to deserve such a punishment? No matter how hard I tried to figure out why, it wouldn’t make any sense whatsoever.

It’s a fact.

My mind knows,

But my heart says that it can’t get accustomed to it.

The urge to protect you comes to me without me knowing, it also seems like my clinging.

This situation that fell on top of my head randomly.

I can no longer handle it.

If I can’t empty you, I will try to fill it up again.

I will rewrite the story of you and I..