사랑 그땐 (Love then)

B1A4 Oneshot Collection (Who Am I?)

A/N: Hi guys!! ^^ Sandeul will be the main character for this chapter! ^^

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Sandeul's POV

I'm walking on this road again..

Without you...

It seemed like it was yesterday.

We were still holding each others hands 2 months ago in the cold winter.

I'm staring at the big tree that we used to lean on before.

I immediately smiled as I sat and leaned on the tree like before.

The only difference was that, you're not here.

But I still smile, since the times that we spent here were left as a good memory to me.

Thinking about you never made me sad anymore.

Nor did our break up made me sad anymore.

In fact, I was grateful that you were my girlfriend.

You were really kind, smart, playful and adorable.

It made me sad that a simple argument came in and crashed between us.

I thought that love was a simple thing.

To me, love is happiness.

But when we broke up, I was really sad and my heart was really hurt.

Since then, love gave me pain and sadness.

Time heals wounds they say.

I never believed it, but now I do.

I never forgot about you though.

You're still remaining in my heart and is a good memory to me.

As the cold wind blows,

All the love that I received from you went away like the wind.

So did my love.

And now, here I am, smiling as I saw the carving that we made when we started dating.

Our initials in a heart, it wasn't that big though, but it was enough for us to see when we were together.

I couldn't believe that it was still there.

But I was happy since it reminded me of all the times we spent together.

It also reminded me of myself of the first week when we broke up.

I couldn't sleep, think properly, nor eat properly.

I tried erasing you, all those good memories.

But, I just can't seem to do it.

I wanted to keep those good memories of us,

Laughing, teasing each other and comforting each other.

I still long for those times.

But not as hard as before.

After spending time thinking about it.

I wanted to thank you because you made me understand more about love.

Love isn't actually a bad thing.

It gives you happiness at first,

Then sometime, it will give you pain and sadness.

However, after those pain and sadness,

You would realise all those good memories and not stay on the sad ones.

I'm still thinking about those sad times though.

But it doesn't affect me now.

I don't cry or nag anymore.

I just laughed or smile whenever I remember it.

I touched the carving one last time.

All those times I spent with you,

I'm going to leave them here now with this carving.

I'm starting to move on with my life now.

But don't forget.. I still love you.

I stood up and started walking away from the tree.

Goodbye, memories and love.

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Hey guys!! ^^

Sorry for not updating this for so long T_T

Was really busy with school stuff :(

Hope you guys understand ><

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afiercesong #1
I liked this a lot :D