A Troll's Goodbye

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"You found him, I found no one. You went with him while I was left all alone, holding on to what we promised as never-ending. I was holding on to nothing, letting you go was inevitable and you wished for it. Your wish is my command, Baekhyun. I only want you to be happy. Goodbye Baek, Ilove you. Now and tomorrow."

- Kim Jongdae

Foreword

 

 

~ I remember when we were yelled at for talking in the halls
I don’t know why it was so fun even when we were being punished
After that day (yeah yeah) we always (yeah yeah)
Stuck together like the Astro twins, you were me and I was you ~

 

We were unseparable back then. We were partners, we had each other's backs. But now? I don't think we share the same field anymore. You found him, I found no one. You went with him and left me all alone. What happened to the promise we had? What ever happened to your swear? I guess you must've neglected that too.

 

~ You cried so much on the day before graduation
You held it in firmly since you’re a guy
Just like that hot summer when we couldn’t say what we wanted, goodbye~

 

Who am I anyways? I'm not that someone who you love. I am not that someone who you could look up to. I was just the kid that once ran away, laughed and cried with you. I was just your childhood partner. The partner that betrayed you. Yes, I'm going to tell you. I betrayed you when we were still young. I thought I will forever be your friend. I thought wrong because I didn't know how and when. It was just that I woke up one day and then I realized I was missing and loving you with all my heart.

 

~ The friend label is a label that I got to hate
The feelings I’ve hidden still remain as a painful secret memory
The photos that can’t define our relationship is a heartbreaking story
I’m sorry, summer, now goodbye, yeah ~

 

I guess this is goodbye then. I'll let you go, if it makes you happy Baek. Goodbye Baek, I love you.

 

 

AUTHOR'S NOTE:

 

Hi there!

I made this story for this writing contest here in AFF. --> https://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/659681/speak-up-your-feeling-writing-contest-angst-contest-writing-you

 

Credits to Yemi_Lau for the poster which I requested in Frozen Dream Graphics Shop.

 

The prompt I used on this one is "Goodbye Summer" by f(x). I just love this song and the moment when I first wrote this story, I had it on replay for millions of time. I so love Kyungsoo's voice. <3

If you want to listen to it (which I highly recommend for you to do so) just check it out here. :)

 

GOODBYE SUMMER BY F(X) ft. DO

 

This is my first time writing for a writing contest so I'm a bit tipsy. Haha. I don't normally ship ChenBaek in EXO because I am a hardcore fan of BaekYeol, but I wanted to try something new so here's ChenBaek for you! I've seen this ship develop thanks to EXO's Showtime. Haha.

 

So here goes the story. Hope you'll like it. =)

 

 

XOXO, 

Park Shin Yu || MhistyMei <3

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Hayleywill #1
Even tough I ship Chenbaek hard but I want Chen to forget Baek and search for someone else. It hurts to see Chen like this.
I love the angsty feel about this story so maybe thats why at least if Chen didn't end with Baek make Chen ended up with someone that will love him dearly.
pinio91 #2
Chapter 7: Noo..please dont kill chanyeol, if u kill him n then baek go to dae, dae might think that he's just a replacement for channie.. this chap make me feel sorry for channie, and i know that he's a good man and really loves baek, but from all that happened before this chapter, i felt even more sorry for jongdae.. i want him to be happy, but i dont want this story to end..omg, i just realized that i really loves the angst feel in this story..this is one of the best beagle line chaptered story seriously..i love you for writing this,i just can't figure out what will happen next o_O please update soon author-nim!!! Hwaiting!!
pinio91 #3
Chapter 1: Hello~ ^^ i'm a new reader and yeah, i've tried to resist myself from commenting here on the very 1st chap since i'm sure i'll be commenting again with further reading..but i really really wanna say thank you for making baekchen the hella besties although your main otp is baekyeol^^ i just ship them so hard especially in the friendship term..well, i'm a chen stan and i ship him with anyone for romance,but for his bff,i just think of baek only from the very 1st time knowing they come in together..then,of course naturally beagle line becomes my fav(its just my opinion but i think channie bff during trainee days is d.o- so i ship chansoo too for bff line, and please correct me if i'm wrong^^ this is just my opinion from their newsen interview^^) i thinks i just loves friendship^^ thats why i really glad if i can find any fic that hve this chingu lines in there.. ^__^ ok now resume the reading..
cassiopeianELF #4
Chapter 7: woah you guys do ballroom dancing at school? thats so cool! anyway my hearts breaking for Jongdae </3 i agree that someone else should come along to steal his heart from baek. Maybe that'll snap them back to place but i do feel bad for Chanyeol too.... ughh how can someone be so understanding??? wish i could hate him so that i can ship JongBaek to my heart's content but i cant :'( dont want him to get hurt either
JoveanHara #5
Chapter 6: Good job on writing this story~ this is really nice but heart broken but i still love how the story goes.. I do hope that there is somehow someone who is crushing on jongdae in this story like Kris ?? Haha another giant :P
overdosagexo #6
Chapter 6: ...... Why... why must you hurt me in this wayyyyyyyy??? T^T I can understand how Jongdae feels... or at least try to... But the feeling is so real it's like I've experienced it before... I ship Baekhyun either Chen or Chanyeol only. xD It kinda depends on the situation before I decide which couple I support for that story xD for this one, it's definitely Chenbaek (I'M SO SORRY YEOLLIE I'LL MAKE IT UP TO YOU I PROMISE)
ninalinia #7
Chapter 6: Andwaeee TT^TT how could you , authornim ?! Jongdae is so pitiful T.T i kinda hate yeol for being the third wheel in their relationship but i cant blame him too , tho TT_TT
AliviaAdam #8
Chapter 6: it so sad..poor jongdae, hope baekhyun realize that his bestfriend love him...can i know who's the father?(taetae and sooyoung husband could be)lol..
overdosagexo #9
Chapter 5: ... ... Must contain my feels... DAAAAAMMNNNN... MY HEART IS ACHING LIKE HELL WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME T^T I'm crying mentally while letting out all my ChenBaek feels... I blame EXO Showtime Episode 4 for making the ChenBaek ship sail for me... But I love it as well xD MY WHOLE LIFE IS A CONTRADICTION
syupeomaen #10
Chapter 5: jongdae omg i can feel your pain ;;
pls make chenbaek together authornim;;
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