Michi looked into Jaejoong’s eyes.
She doesn’t understand what she’s feeling.
She’s been mad at him for the longest time but now everything seems melting.

‘Be strong Michi. Don’t believe what you’re eyes are telling you.’ she told herself again and again.

She tried to believe what her thoughts are saying but her heart always a soft spot for this man. For this man who always owned her heart ever since.

She successfully moved away from Jaejoong and went inside the room.
She looked for her clothes but she couldn’t find them.

Jaejoong was staring at her from behind watching her every move.

“You can’t find your shirt here. I washed them.”

“What?”

“I washed them because they were all soaked with your puke.”

She then remembered. She has been drinking with Paula.

‘Damn! How could I be so careless?’


She then moved her feet to the closet of the room.
She pulled the first shirt she touched.
She doesn’t care if she’ll look stupid.
What’s important is that she must get away from this trap she’s into.

She wore the shirt her hand was able to take.
It was black with some prints. And she was still on her skirts.
She knew she looked funny. But she didn’t care.

She then walked out of the closet and moved her way to the door.

She’s leaving.


But to her surprise, she saw Jaejoong leaning on the door wearing his smile – which is more likely a smirk.


“Move away.” She commanded.

Jaejoong just stared at her shaking his head which means a big NO.

“Move away! I said!”

Jaejoong still didn’t move from his feet. He was just there staring at her.


Michi knew Jaejoong won’t let her go.
She felt her knees weaken and her tears started to well up again.

She sat down the edge of the bed staring at the floor.
Her tears were uncontrollable and they finally escaped her eyes.


“Why? Why are doing this to me?”

She cupped her face sobbing.


“I was fine. I was happy without you! Why do you have to come back and hurt me again?
Why do you keep on hurting me?”


Jaejoong ran and kneeled in front of her.
His heart was breaking seeing her cry.


“Uljima… Uljima Mich.”


He held her hands and kissed them.

She continued crying seeing Jaejoong’s actions.


“Please Michi… Please don’t cry.”


He embraced her tightly.
He waited for her to calm down.

It took awhile when Michi stopped crying.

His embrace loosened and he finally freed her.

He then held her chin and lifted it up to face him.



“It breaks my heart seeing you cry….”

“Then why do you keep on making me cry?” she answered back.

“I… I didn’t mean it. Things happen beyond our control, beyond what we want.”

“The fact that we’re just hurting means we can’t be together.”


Michi then pushed Jaejoong away.
She has to leave.
That’s her decision.

Jaejoong then grabbed her hands to stop her from moving. He stood up and embraced her from the back.

“Kajima. Kajima. Michiyah…”

Michi was surprised with how he acted.
His embrace was so tight that she can’t almost breathe.




“Why are you doing this? I don’t get it.”








“I want you to stay….. WITH ME…”






Michi was even surprised with him.
But she overcame the astonishment and answered him.



“Why? So to have someone that will feed your need? Damn you Jaejoong!”
Her voice is filled with angst.


He quickly turned her around to face her and meet her eyes.



“NO! It’s not! It was never like that!”





“Then what is it then? …………………




… LOVE?






Don’t make me laugh Jaejoong!”



Jaejoong suddenly grabbed her face and kissed her fully.
She tried to push him away but he won’t let her.
He was kissing her passionately.

After a few seconds, he released her. He leaned his forehead on Michi’s forehead too as he waited his breathing to be normal again.





“Yes, Love. LOVE it is Michi……


Saranghae…”



Jaejoong finally confessed.



“I’ve been in love with you. I didn’t know when it started. I just woke up realizing I’m in love with you already. That I’ve been so stupid on letting you go. And making you think that we only shared those nights physically. I’ve been in love with you all those time that we’ve been together. I was just so stupid to not let you know. …..


….And let you go.”

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sweet... i love how Michi tends to be so soft for jae. who could resist him eh?

thanks for reading!!!!