We ran with heavy breathings throughout the empty apartment that was left years ago. “Hyung... We are chased by whom?” I gasped for air as I asked the question. “Hey you are going to die and this is what you asking? Let’s run first and hide,” Kyungsoo gripped my wrist and duck down behind the bushes in terrify. I still don’t get this, I began to question again. “Hyung answer me!” my voice was just a little bit too loud from the limit supposed to be.

“I know where you are boys,” a man voice crept Kyungsoo out whilst I held our hands together.  “There you are...” he stated then caused Kyungsoo to shrieked. I could only frown in my hyung’s stupidest. That guy don’t even know where we are and thanks a lot to the short Kyungsoo, he found us.

Thank you, Do Kyungsoo hyung. Perfectly ruined.

“Hi little kids. What are you doing here? You know you aren’t supposed to   be here...” his footsteps were clearly heard, as he got closer and closer to us. Both of us could cry but I didn’t; except for Kyungsoo because he was scared and knows it was his entire fault.

“Hey there,” he hold my chin, Kyungsoo could only gasp and scream. He whispered right to my ear, “You guys saw everything, didn’t you?” he creepily softens his voice and Kyungsoo stopped shouting for god’s sake. It was all quiet, including the rod metal he dragged when he walks.

“Why don’t we play a game? It’s called as ‘Hush-hush’. You only need to keep yourself shut up about this incident you saw. Tell anyone and you are game over, got that?” he left us blinking with blurriness. Is he giving us chance to live? OHMAIGOD thanks a lot.

“Hyung, let’s go,” I was ready to run when I heard Kyungsoo crying like a baby. “Hyung are you alright?” I hold his both wrist in concern.

No, my Kyungsoo can’t cry.

“Oh holy crap I know this is my fault, I shouldn’t bring you, and I mean us, to this place!” he sobbed as I felt insecure. He looked pure innocent. I’ve never seen him crying in this state as long as I’m in relationship with him. Well, yes Kyungsoo is my boyfriend. “Hyung... It’s mine too. If I lower down my voice, he won’t—“

“But I thought of bringing you here!”

I let out a small sigh slowly. “Remember what he told us hyung to play this hush-hush game? Let’s just play, and we will safe forever,” I assured him as best as I could. He seemed to be at peace for a while before joining me to leave the apartment. I swear I wouldn’t come back.

“Kai let’s go! You are so slow, you know that?”

“OK, wait for me Kyungsoo,” I chased him over the amazing place; tall long grass covered my way to find him until I heard a shot. I went panic, no way was it Kyungsoo. My running became faster as I found a guy covered in blood, lying on the ground.

Kyungsoo. No.

He is Kyungsoo, being shot by unknown guy. I began to cry bit by bit then end up crying over him. He was dead, no way.

A man in black uniform came to me, pointing his gun to my head after that a massive headache and blank.

My eyes were wide open, where am I? Scanning around, I smiled a bit when I know that here I am, in the room. It was all a dream—nightmare to be exact. I called Kyungsoo but he left the phone turn off.

“Oh my, you have waked up?” a lady in her elegant clothing approached me that am my mother. I nodded in agreement after hugging her for my morning. It was summer so I have no school. “Mom, you’re going to work?” I asked her when I reached the dining room and hungrily eat my breakfast. I choked up a bit however it was all cleared by a glass of orange juice.

“Take it easy boy. You must be hungry,” she laughed at my attitude, I could only leered. “Mom?” I sat beside her as soon as I finished my food. She lifts her chin up once I gazed the floor. “Can I visit Kyungsoo?” shyly asked, I covered my face in embarrassment. Her face seemed shocked following a sad toned voice.

“Dear, Kyungsoo... He doesn’t want to meet you,” she lovingly murmured her sentence. Being me, I won’t believe anything halt about Kyungsoo; he is my boyfriend.

“Mom, I know you hates our relationship but please, don’t create any fibs about him,” I protested afterwards went into my room banging the door as loud as I could. He wasn’t answering my calls, might it is true. Kyungsoo hated me after the night incident. Depressed, I spent the whole day in my room. A friend of mine came to my house, whose name is Baekhyun, and talked to me. “What are you doing here?”

“Whoa, are you hating me now?” he glared. I chuckled of his act next sit while facing him. He tilted his head to the side adorably. “What, do you have anything to tell?” he waggled in front of me and earned a strong slap to his hand. He frowned again in painfulness.

“OK, your mom told me to take care of her pretty tanned son,” Baekhyun giggled of mocking me. “Shut it,” forcing him to stop, obviously I failed. Who could stop him except for his Chanyeol? Pfft.

“Let’s visit Kyungsoo!” I beamed in happiness; I miss him even though we are apart just for a day. Baekhyun knit his brow together. “What?’

“I said, let’s visit Kyungsoo!” I excitedly told him but his face became even weirder than before. He seemed.... unusual. “Kyungsoo? What Kyungsoo?” he asked back. I felt annoyed as I hit him again in disappointment—no way had he forget my Kyungsoo.

“He's my boyfriend! Don’t tell me you remember Chanyeol as your only friend,” I teased Baekhyun for his craziness over Chanyeol. “No I didn’t! Kyungsoo... Isn’t he...” he paused for a moment.

He got my nerves on, really. “What about him?” I rolled my eyes in irritated way. “He’s dead,”

“You told them, didn’t you? You told everybody!” he shot in every angle he sees, scaring both of them. “We didn’t, please, I forgot your rule!” Kai begged his mercy while Kyungsoo was hugging him from behind in petrified. He laughed loudly and pointed the gun right to Kai’s head. “You see this? This thing will take your life!”

The gun let out his bullet right beside Kai’s neck. Kyungsoo screamed and cried, while Kai gripped his boyfriend’s hands tightly. “It’s my fault, just shoot me, not him,” Kai covered his boyfriend at the back as Kyungsoo cried. He kept on whispering no to Kai, he said he can’t bare the guilty of seeing Kai’s dead body. "We're all going to die. Might as well just enjoy the ride." He while aiming to let out another shot.

Kai thought of something better, he found a brick and throws at the guy’s head. They ran, holding each other’s hand tightly as it was their last day of seeing each other.  Unfortunately, Kai tripped over something, letting go of Kyungsoo’s hand.

“Kai let’s go! You are so slow, you know that?”

“OK, wait for me Kyungsoo,” he chased him over the amazing place; tall long grass covered his way to find Kyungsoo until he heard a shot. Kai went panic, no way was it Kyungsoo. His running became faster as he found a guy covered in blood, lying on the ground.

He is Kyungsoo, being shot by unknown guy. Kai began to cry bit by bit then end up crying over him.

A man in black uniform came to him, pointing his gun to Kai’s head. The last thing he saw was Kyungsoo’s dead body and another shot before completely out.

I cried as silent as I could. So that isn’t a dream, but a storming reality. Baekhyun told me everything that I said before sleeping in a one year coma. I kept on forgetting things before the long coma, so it could be that I forgot Kyungsoo’s death.

It hurts.

Really hurts.

Kyungsoo-ah, do you hear this?

I tried to protect you,

But terribly failed.

I’m sorry, hyung.

I will try to erase our memory.