I was only going home from Jia's House until, Dr. Kim called me.

"Sooyoung-ah come home soon. you need to see me" "

Dr. Kim.......dont tell me this has anything connected to that gury uhm i mean surgery again? I've told you i wont do it"

"Just come home here, this has nothing to do with surgery"  

"wh...okay" 

Seriously? Nothing connected to that surgery? Hell. 

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*knock knock* 

"Excuse me, Dr. K.."

"Oh, you're here already. Come in..."

"Doctor..."

"Yes?"

"Just tell me the truth. This has something to do with the surgery right?"

"No. its isnt. I dont mean to scare you, but this is a lot serious than doing a surgery"

"Doc....."

"I'm serious syoo"

*sigh*

"Sit"

"So this is the result of your last check up.."

"My last check up?"

"yes. you should read it before I'll tell you the point"

I read those bunch of paper.

Page by page.

Words by words.

Sentence by sentence.

They said, that thing is growing and growing. 

I...just dont get whats the point

I may not cry.

Not in front of Doctor Kim

"I....dont get it. 

"I know."

"Sooyoung-ah.."

"Yes?"

In my shock, Doctor Kim stoods up and hugs me tight

"I'm so sorry..."

"Hey...Doctor. This is a risk of having a cancer okay? I know you've done your best"

"Sooyoung-ah.....im so sorry.."

"Hey just tell me the worst part"

"I...I cant.."

"YA! KIM JOONMYEON! I came here faraway from Jia's house just to know the w..worst part"

"So...you come here not to see me?. and how dare you call me Joonmyeon. I'm Suho. S U H O"

"Suho-ya stop it. Just tell me"

"Awh noona, you call me not with "doctor kim" anymore"

"aish i will just go home now then"

As i walk, Doctor Kim a.k.a Suho grabs my hand.

"Sooyoung-ah...."

"Call me noona"

another sigh from him. I've heard it thousand times, since he called me

"Noona...."

"You have 100 more days to...l..ll..l"

He hugs me again

"Doctor Kim..."

"Everyone will die..sooner or later"

"Dont worry, maybe your diagnose was wrong. I'll prove ou wrong"

"It wont be wrong if you wont do the surgery"

"YA! SSSH."

He kissed me.

"YA! I'M YOUR NOONA!&YOUR PATIENT AT THE SAME TIME. HOW DARE YOU.."

he kissed me again. this time deeper.

"Suho...."
"Sooyoung-ah..please"

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So this is the first chapter!!! Sorry for bad vocabs&grammar!^^