Last January

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"I realized that the person who made me happily smile more than anyone else in the world can’t be you anymore"

"Happy birthday to you"

Everyone was singing happily.

Kyungsoo was standing there.

Capture it.

Remember it.

This moment.

Before it gone.

"Blow the candles"

He nodded.

Faked a smile.

And blow it until the last candle has been extinguished.

"Make a wish"

As he closed his eyes

He whispered

"I wish I was dead"

Everyone clapped.

Not knowing what just he wished.


Do Kyungsoo (January 12,1993)

"Will you promise me that you will remember that I exist and stand so close to you right now?"

Kim Jongin (January 14, 1994)

"Hyung I'm sorry but we can't be like this. Not anymore. Not when everything has changed. We can't go back like we used to be"

Author's note:

Please before you read the whole story and subscribe to it, I will tell you a secret. This story won't have a happy ending.


It won't because in real life there's no such thing happy ending. Life is cruel. No matter how much its tear you apart. No matter how much you beg. It won't change a thing. Life is life and you have nothing to control it.

So i want you to consider it before you click and subscribe. This is your choice. Will you stay with me no matter how bad the story will end? Will you keep reading it even though this story will have no hope? Will you stand feeling so hopeless after reading? Will you forgive me if I tear you apart? Will you forget me after this story end?Or will remember that I exist and you have read my story? Please consider that and last but not least, Will you give me a chance?




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#1 Last January (Kaisoo) COMPLETED

#2 Goodbye June  (Baekyeol) ON-GOING

#3 Back to September (Taoris) COMING SOON

#4 Remember December (Hunhan) COMING SOON



January 16 2014-Poster by Peperokissu (click here)

April 27 2014-Poster by Jungyeols (click here)

April 16 2014-Trailer by s3xyangel (click here)

April 25 2014-Kaisoo Fanmade video by me (click here)

April 27 2014-Poster by me (click here)

April 27 2014-Quote by me (click here)

April 26 2014-Fanart by soodyo (click here)

February 15 2014-Background by yawmpitschiaa (click here)

Aoril 28 2014-Trailer by nicorobin (click here)




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mylovedo #1
Chapter 13: His death is tragic? Jongin should know the truth atleast...
Chapter 13: I don't know why but author, your word touches my soul, it made me realize things : ( thank you very much for existing! -- and also, thank you very much for writing this! : ( <3
63 streak #3
Chapter 13: Wow this story, really. Left me speechless. Every part of it, every meaningful words from the author's note seriously meant so much to me. I love you, author-nim. You did an amazing work. :') ♡♡♡♡
Chapter 6: Honeslty, the author’s notes are making me think so much...they’re so meaningful, so sad, but when you look at it properly, it’s the cold hard, inescapable truth.
Madhuri94 #5
Chapter 13: you are great writer...ur words touches the soul
DianaKaisoo #6
Chapter 4: uwaarggghhh...why sooo sad
DianaKaisoo #7
i love this kind of story
Chapter 1: Already crying at the 1st chapter....
! I'm tempted to read... but scared knowing that it wont be a happy ending!
ok, I'm gonna read this and just cry later!
Chapter 13: This story is beautifully written that never fail to amazes me everytime I come back here to reread it. Thank you so much for this great story :)