Last January

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"I realized that the person who made me happily smile more than anyone else in the world can’t be you anymore"

"Happy birthday to you"

Everyone was singing happily.

Kyungsoo was standing there.

Capture it.

Remember it.

This moment.

Before it gone.

"Blow the candles"

He nodded.

Faked a smile.

And blow it until the last candle has been extinguished.

"Make a wish"

As he closed his eyes

He whispered

"I wish I was dead"

Everyone clapped.

Not knowing what just he wished.

Characters:

Do Kyungsoo (January 12,1993)

"Will you promise me that you will remember that I exist and stand so close to you right now?"

Kim Jongin (January 14, 1994)

"Hyung I'm sorry but we can't be like this. Not anymore. Not when everything has changed. We can't go back like we used to be"

Author's note:

Please before you read the whole story and subscribe to it, I will tell you a secret. This story won't have a happy ending.

No.

It won't because in real life there's no such thing happy ending. Life is cruel. No matter how much its tear you apart. No matter how much you beg. It won't change a thing. Life is life and you have nothing to control it.

So i want you to consider it before you click and subscribe. This is your choice. Will you stay with me no matter how bad the story will end? Will you keep reading it even though this story will have no hope? Will you stand feeling so hopeless after reading? Will you forgive me if I tear you apart? Will you forget me after this story end?Or will remember that I exist and you have read my story? Please consider that and last but not least, Will you give me a chance?

Foreword

Hi.

 

the contest here

and I use "after time passes-junhyung and btob" as my prompts

the lyrics here

 

THANKS TO

Peperokissu for the wonderful poster and be my lovely beta readers

And her shop

The Pepero Factory Reviews and Beta-reading

hyunvirus For beta reading some chapter

Mnemophobia Graphic Shop for wonderful background

Forbidden Dreamers Poster Shop for amazing trailer and reviewed by madchen

visualscrumpt by jungyeols for the amazing poster

nicorobin and the shop she working at ☮ ACHROMATIC SHOP

and thanks to you who read comment upvotes and subscribe. i love you guys are wonderful and strong human being

please comment subscribe and vote if you like it.

TRANSLATION(S)

vietnam translated by Fallforjunmyun

turkish translated by KaihunKray

Indonesia translated by PrettyBoyOnFire

If you would like to translate Last January into the language your native language, please ask for permission first. You must credit me properly for writing the original story and provide a link on your translated story that goes back to this page.

 

EXO SUPERMOON SERIES

#1 Last January (Kaisoo) COMPLETED

#2 Goodbye June  (Baekyeol) ON-GOING

#3 Back to September (Taoris) COMING SOON

#4 Remember December (Hunhan) COMING SOON

 

VISUALISATION

January 16 2014-Poster by Peperokissu (click here)

April 27 2014-Poster by Jungyeols (click here)

April 16 2014-Trailer by s3xyangel (click here)

April 25 2014-Kaisoo Fanmade video by me (click here)

April 27 2014-Poster by me (click here)

April 27 2014-Quote by me (click here)

April 26 2014-Fanart by soodyo (click here)

February 15 2014-Background by yawmpitschiaa (click here)

Aoril 28 2014-Trailer by nicorobin (click here)

 

CONTACT ME

 

ask me anything on my twitter @vaeliselva

do not plagiarize or copy paste my story

enjoy reading!

 

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glukaise #1
Chapter 10: i come back to this masterpiece regularly everytime i get sad. it’s like a little old friend, an emotional support that we be fighting the same darkness & misery.
nicorobin #2

hey, so I don't know if you still read the comments or not
but a reader left a comment on the video trailer on my channel
maybe if you have a youtube account you can reply it

"My life is tearing apart and I remember this fic all of sudden. I remember vividly this is the first exo fic I have read and it helps me coping with hardness in life 6 years ago. I am so thankful for this fic. it may not matter much to anyone or even the writer, but had not been for this fic I might have ended my life back then. thank you."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQEsy5K_ds8&;lc=UgyaAJc6hf6fqtp8l9R4AaABAg
12hlui #3
Chapter 13: although its sad its very beautiful
DeeDeeGK #4
Chapter 14: Ok, so- I had this on my subscriptions, I guess I already read it five years ago but I don't remember. I saw the update and thought "well, I will read it again, why not?"
I loved the story but I loved more your notes at the end of every chapter. I somehow undersant the way Jongin feels, I lost my loved one (no by death but breakup) and I still feel so ing alone and sad even when I'm smiling and joking around. I understand too the feelings Jongin had on his parents funeral, I lost my dad 10 years ago and that's exactly how I felt.
You sound like a beautiful person or that's how it looks on your notes. I wish I have someone like you near me.
MissAngel #5
Chapter 14: This story is like a fresh of air. One that I never know I needed. I've been tending others' heart, I lost myself in the way. I thought I was okay, but does crying myself to bed, having people around me loving me dearly but still feels so lonely is okay? I don't know. Sometimes I feel like I can go through this. But sometimes I feel like, who am I again. What am I doing. Why am I such a disappointment. So this story, it gives me the answer I need. I can't run, it's inevitable. But I can face it, stronger, and with facing my fears then I can calm it. So thank you, for making me realised. They say the way you interpret a story is the way you see life. I see this story as the answer I've been mindlessly searching. Thank you so much, thank you.
cyd4294 #6
Chapter 13: Accidental death and he didnt get to say 'I love you' to Jongin ㅠㅠ
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