Valentine's Day Special

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13 February 2013

It was a Wednesday night. The crowd was a good size for the night, music blasting through the club. Jongin sat on the bar alone, his right hand rested on his chin as the other hand played with the drink. He ran his hand through hair before he sighed heavily. His head and his heart has been a complete mess lately.

And it's about Kyungsoo.

There was something about him that made Jongin frustrated.

The way he moved, the way he talked,the way he called Jongin's name and the way he slept.

Everything that he did drove Jongin crazy.

The way Jongin would feel comfortable around him and the way Jongin's heart would skip a beat every time their gaze met. And it's really bothering him.

Last time he was sure that he was ing straight, now he doubted it.

Jongin sighed again in frustration and took another sip of his drink before he realized the glass was already empty. He gestured the bartender to come.

"So what's up?" Wu Yifan, the usual bartender greeted him with a grin as he poured another drink in Jongin's glass.

"Nothing much." He looked at Wu Yifan before taking another shot, a smirk on his face.

"Well dude, it's not your first time coming here and I know you well. I know something is up." Wu Yifan raised one of his eyebrows and looked at him with a judgmental face.

"It's hard to explain." Jongin glanced at his drink. He can feel his cheeks get redder, either it's the effect of alcohol or the effect of the topic they talked about.

"Try me" Wu Yifan replied with a cocky smile.

"Have you ever fallen in love? How do you know if you have fallen in love?" Jongin asked in a serious tone. Wu Yifan looked at Jongin for a while before he burst into laughter.

"What?" Jongin mouthed with an annoyed face.

"Sorry sorry," Wu Yifan stopped laughing and took a breath before he continued.

"You see, it's so rare to find that question here. It's the first time I was asked that question. You see love.doesn't exist in a place like this" Wu Yifan clapped both hands in the air.

"I see" Jongin muttered, taking a sip of his drink.

"But I have good advice." Wu Yifan leaned closer to Jongin as he whispered,

"Kiss her."

“Wh-What do you mean?” Jongin stuttered, his words stumbling out of his mouth even though he not drunk enough.

"Kiss her. After that, you will know if you love her or not. Lucky girl though." Wu Yifan winked playfully and patted Jongin's shoulder.

Jongin nodded slig

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glukaise #1
Chapter 10: i come back to this masterpiece regularly everytime i get sad. it’s like a little old friend, an emotional support that we be fighting the same darkness & misery.
nicorobin #2

hey, so I don't know if you still read the comments or not
but a reader left a comment on the video trailer on my channel
maybe if you have a youtube account you can reply it

"My life is tearing apart and I remember this fic all of sudden. I remember vividly this is the first exo fic I have read and it helps me coping with hardness in life 6 years ago. I am so thankful for this fic. it may not matter much to anyone or even the writer, but had not been for this fic I might have ended my life back then. thank you."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQEsy5K_ds8&;lc=UgyaAJc6hf6fqtp8l9R4AaABAg
12hlui #3
Chapter 13: although its sad its very beautiful
DeeDeeGK #4
Chapter 14: Ok, so- I had this on my subscriptions, I guess I already read it five years ago but I don't remember. I saw the update and thought "well, I will read it again, why not?"
I loved the story but I loved more your notes at the end of every chapter. I somehow undersant the way Jongin feels, I lost my loved one (no by death but breakup) and I still feel so ing alone and sad even when I'm smiling and joking around. I understand too the feelings Jongin had on his parents funeral, I lost my dad 10 years ago and that's exactly how I felt.
You sound like a beautiful person or that's how it looks on your notes. I wish I have someone like you near me.
MissAngel #5
Chapter 14: This story is like a fresh of air. One that I never know I needed. I've been tending others' heart, I lost myself in the way. I thought I was okay, but does crying myself to bed, having people around me loving me dearly but still feels so lonely is okay? I don't know. Sometimes I feel like I can go through this. But sometimes I feel like, who am I again. What am I doing. Why am I such a disappointment. So this story, it gives me the answer I need. I can't run, it's inevitable. But I can face it, stronger, and with facing my fears then I can calm it. So thank you, for making me realised. They say the way you interpret a story is the way you see life. I see this story as the answer I've been mindlessly searching. Thank you so much, thank you.
cyd4294 #6
Chapter 13: Accidental death and he didnt get to say 'I love you' to Jongin ㅠㅠ
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