250313 (II)

Last January
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Jongin was sitting on the sofa watching television, when the door of Kyungsoo's apartment opened.

"Hyung where have you been? I've been-"

The words froze on Jongin's tongue when Kyungsoo trembled beside him. The first two buttons of his shirt were ed and Jongin could smell alcohol. Kyungsoo rested his head on Jongin's lap.

"Hyung, what happened?" Jongin looked at him worriedly.

"Jongin...can you get my anti depressant? I keep it in my room." Kyungsoo closed his eyes.

"No. You can't take it anymore because I'm here. Tell me what happened." Jongin Kyungsoo's hair very very gently. He wanted to touch his hyung again, and in one way or another to make him feel better.

There was a long pause before Kyungsoo finally spoke.

"Remember the first time we met?"

"Yeah?" Jongin furrowed his eyebrows, trying to figure out where this conversation was leading. Their first meeting was not exactly in the best environment.

"I wish my parent's were dead. Somehow I envy you. I wish I was born in other family. I'm tired of this Jongin-ah, I want to give up" Kyungsoo sobbed softly.

Jongin placed his hand on Kyungsoo's arm as he tried to comfort his best friend. He bite his lips but nothing come from his mouth

Silence engulfed them. Both of them were busy with their own mind. After a moment Jongin sighed heavily.

"Hyung?"

Kyungsoo didn't answer but nodded slightly as a sign

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glukaise #1
Chapter 10: i come back to this masterpiece regularly everytime i get sad. it’s like a little old friend, an emotional support that we be fighting the same darkness & misery.
nicorobin #2

hey, so I don't know if you still read the comments or not
but a reader left a comment on the video trailer on my channel
maybe if you have a youtube account you can reply it

"My life is tearing apart and I remember this fic all of sudden. I remember vividly this is the first exo fic I have read and it helps me coping with hardness in life 6 years ago. I am so thankful for this fic. it may not matter much to anyone or even the writer, but had not been for this fic I might have ended my life back then. thank you."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQEsy5K_ds8&;lc=UgyaAJc6hf6fqtp8l9R4AaABAg
12hlui #3
Chapter 13: although its sad its very beautiful
DeeDeeGK #4
Chapter 14: Ok, so- I had this on my subscriptions, I guess I already read it five years ago but I don't remember. I saw the update and thought "well, I will read it again, why not?"
I loved the story but I loved more your notes at the end of every chapter. I somehow undersant the way Jongin feels, I lost my loved one (no by death but breakup) and I still feel so ing alone and sad even when I'm smiling and joking around. I understand too the feelings Jongin had on his parents funeral, I lost my dad 10 years ago and that's exactly how I felt.
You sound like a beautiful person or that's how it looks on your notes. I wish I have someone like you near me.
MissAngel #5
Chapter 14: This story is like a fresh of air. One that I never know I needed. I've been tending others' heart, I lost myself in the way. I thought I was okay, but does crying myself to bed, having people around me loving me dearly but still feels so lonely is okay? I don't know. Sometimes I feel like I can go through this. But sometimes I feel like, who am I again. What am I doing. Why am I such a disappointment. So this story, it gives me the answer I need. I can't run, it's inevitable. But I can face it, stronger, and with facing my fears then I can calm it. So thank you, for making me realised. They say the way you interpret a story is the way you see life. I see this story as the answer I've been mindlessly searching. Thank you so much, thank you.
cyd4294 #6
Chapter 13: Accidental death and he didnt get to say 'I love you' to Jongin ㅠㅠ
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