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~ Jinyoung ~

Age: 22 (Korea), 21 (US)

Birth: November 18, 1991

Hair Color: Brown

Position: Leader, Lead Vocalist

Blood Type: A

(If) B1A4 (was) Family Title: Appa (Father)

~ CNU (Chinwoo) ~

Age: 22 (Korea), 21 (US)

Birth: June 16, 1991

Hair Color: Brown

Position: Vocalist, Sub-Rapper

Blood Type: A

(If) B1A4 (was) Family Title: Umma (Mother)

~ Sandeul ~

Age: 21 (Korea), 20 (US)

Birth: March 20, 1992

Hair Color: Dark Brown

Position: Main Vocalist

Blood Type: A

(If) B1A4 (was) Family Title: Second Oldest Son (Middle Child)

~ Baro ~

Age: 21 (Korea), 20 (US)

Birth: September 5, 1992

Hair Color: Black

Position: Main Rapper

Blood Type: B

(If) B1A4 (was) Family Title: Oldest Son

~ Gongchan ~

Age: 20 (Korea), 19 (US)

Birth: August 14, 1993

Hair Color: Light Brown

Position: Maknae, Vocalist, Face of the Group

Blood Type: A

(If) B1A4 (was) Family Title: Youngest Son (Maknae)

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~ Lonely ~

~Lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely~
~Lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely~
~Lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely~
~Lonely lonely lonely lonely boy~

~Lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely~
~Lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely~
~Lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely~
~Lonely lonely lonely lonely boy~

~The necktie and white shirt you bought me~
~The pants that I haven’t worn for a short while~
~I wear it by myself and lalala~
~I feel good by myself lalala~

~The old sticker pictures that I took out again~
~The pictures where you and I are happily smiling~
~I look at them by myself and lalala~
~I feel good by myself lalala~
~Why am I still, why am I still here, why am I still like this?~

~I’ll call you again baby, no~
~I’ll be better so you won’t cry~
~I miss you so much~
~Your eyes, you nose, your lips~

~I try to eat with you but you’re not here~
~I try to watch a movie with you but you’re not here~
~We have nothing, we really have nothing~

~Every day every say~
~I walk on this street again with you~
~If only I can walk with you again~
~If only we can walk together again (I’d like it)~

~The song you always played for me~
~Now it’s the song that I play for you~
~I listen to it by myself and lalala~
~I feel good by myself lalala~

~I walk on this street without you, I get in the car without you~
~I run away and run away but in the end, I’m a fool blind for you~
~It feels like no one is looking for me~
~It feels like your brightly shining heart is already closed (hey)~

~I try to eat with you but you’re not here~
~I try to watch a movie with you but you’re not here~
~We have nothing, we really have nothing~

~Every day every say~
~I walk on this street again with you~
~If only I can walk with you again~
~If only we can walk together again~

~Why am I still, why am I still here, why am I still like this?~

~My memories scatter like smoke, you’re right girl~
~It hurts a lot, sick my heart~

~The break up that I thought would never come to us~
~It came to me secretly and it so easily made love silently leave me~

~I try to go back but you’re not there~
~No matter how much I call you, you’re not there~
~We have nothing, we really have nothing~

~Every day every say~
~I walk on this street again with you~
~If only I can walk with you again~
~If only we can walk together again~

~Baby I just wanna spend some time with you~
~Baby I just wanna spend some time with you~
~Baby I just wanna spend some time with you~
~Baby I just wanna spend some time with you~

~Lonely lonely  lonely lonely boy...~

 *Click*

           I hit play again as I tossed down the remote that was controlling the music player on the other side of the room across from the corner I had crawled into hours ago. How long has it been..? Days? A week..? I didn't notice that I was looking up at the blank ceiling, starening off into space, lost in thoughts and emotions. Why..? Why did it have to happen..? Why must life be so cruel!? The tears began falling again.. I then took out my phone and began flashing through our pictures together.  Searching through them, I became taken over by feelings for her, the emotions... love, happiness, worry, pain, anger, depression, and now loneliness. I closed my eyes as I could feel tears rolled down my cheeks, thinking of the first time I saw her. How beautiful she was, her smile, they way her brown hair lightly blew in the wind, the way the sunlight made her breath taking light brown colored eyes shined, it was truly love at first sight.. Reality flashed into my memories suddenly, punching the wall in anger and depression, it forced the whole room to shake and the dorm fall almost silent. My bloody arm began stinging with pain. Dropping my phone and look down at myself, I noticed the blood that covered over the white she had gave me. The tears began picking up again, more aggressively then before. There was a faint banging noise on the door from what I could manage to hear. Darkness began to cloud my mind. I sat there in the corner bleeding as my sanity slowly drifted away. Memories of the other members began flashing through my last thoughts. Then memories of her began to over come the others soon. In the process I almost didn't notice that I've had been sliding, now almost laying down completely on the floor in this corner. There was suddenly a faint crashing sound, the others finally busted open my locked door. I could hear them, but just barely. They was screaming horror. I couldn't help but to feel somewhat guilty. Shinwoo was on the phone, pleading with 911 over sending an ambulance. From what I could somewhat feel was that Gongchan was the closest, holding onto me. Baro was on my other side I think while Sandeul was trying to pull maknae away from the scene. The darkness was getting thicker, my vision was now completely gone, the noise was so faint I could understand them anymore. I took one strong last look at my B1A4 brothers, Shinwoo, Sandeul, Baro, Gongchan.. 

"I'm sorry.. I can't live without her.."

One tear slowly escaped my eyes before they fell shut. Then just for a second, probably not even that, I seen light. I saw her.. Then the darkness soon consumed that too.

~Lonely lonely  lonely lonely boy...~

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Annyeong! I hope everyone enjoyed the preview. I'm really excited for this story ^-^ I've been planning this since the 3rd and I put together the foreword on the 13th. Then after I saw the Lonely music video x3 It was so beautiful and inspired me so much more then the teasers did. If you haven't seen it you should go watch it, like ASAP. Also if you haven't listened to the 'Who Am I' album you should go do that too because.. Damn... *fans self* oh damn, it just.. ihubgoisdgoidsfuyigilfd. The wait for this album was so worth it.. Anyways, before I get completely off topic and Pepe hyung attacks me ima stop myself. The first chapter will be put up soon, I wanted to try this preview thingy first so yeah. Mostly because trying new things are good for you and such. If things work out good this way I may continue the preview thing for future fanfic projects and stuff. I need input on wut to do.  :3 Anyways, I hope you enjoyed the preview for this fanfic. Chapter One is coming soon ^-^ so stay tuned or whatever. Talk to woo wonderful peoples later, bai! ^-^

-:- Poster ^-^ -:-

Hai again! I really want to thank the wonderful artist: kpopaholic121 for the beautiful poster that they made for the story. :3 I'm really happy to find such a good artist and the outcome of the poster. ^,..,^

Once again thank you for the wonderful poster!

Pepe: kamsahamnida!!

Monkey: Thank you for the poster!

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