Have you ever heard about a friendship last long happily since they first met till the very end?

No foughts,

No heartbroken,

No jealousy but only happiness?

It's an answer that I'm sure everyone will say 'NO'.

If there is such friendship, they must be robots.

Friendship is between 2 or 3 or 4 or even more humans.

It's between HUMANS.

Talking about it,humans have a heart and in there they have feelings.

In every friendship I believe that there are times we would smile and some times that'll make us cry.

For me, friendship is like a roller coaster.

The first thing when you get on it with some strangers you'll probably feel awkward.

Just like the first meeting with my friends, Jung Eummi, Choi Hana, Kim Ahra, Im Nara, Song JaDoo and Lee EunYoung.

Although EunYoung and I were in the same primary school not long ago,

we were not that close but hopefully 2013 made our hearts connected.

Maybe on the roller coaster you'll get really awkward when suddenly an unknown person sits beside you.

But in about 2 minutes or 3 minutes later you'll find yourself and that stranger together screaming, laughing, smiling or even crying on the journey to the end of the roller coaster railway.

There is no point to be ashamed of in that time.

 Untill the fun ride is over, then you'll get off it and go somewhere else.

Yes, maybe some friendship will long last forever and some may not.

My deary chingus, the journy we se7en went through till now is so memorable.

We laughed,

We screamed,

We squealed,

We smiled,

We cried and,

We even explode into 'angry mode' to each other.

Our friendship changed me, from Kpopless to Kpoping.

Not just that,

It made me learn that I can't be selfish all the time,

That I have to learn about how other feels,

Learn the meaning of friendship,

And learn to understand others.

BAPFAMILY was created by me.

As we loved B.A.P and

That we were always like a family

Stucked together side by side.

Sometimes, I was always thinking that we, BAPFAMILY,

Would one day break up.

Cause everyone was just too perfect with their own ways.

Misunderstandings always came up between us se7en.

We'll fight, and even sulk to each other.

I hate this situation.

But eventually we'll make up to each other the next day.

I just couldn't understand our bond that time.

Especially when sometimes you guys expect me to say "I love you" first,

When the fact I have to wait for you guys to say to me.

I really hated when Hana said that she was being IGNORED & UNLOVED.

I want to talk to her about anything and say that I love her and miss her,

But I'm afraid to say so.

It's strange right?

We're friends but its hard for me to say it in REAL LIFE.

I have no guts to say smething that i really should say in real life rather than online.

I LOVE my friends even though they're a bunch of kpop lunatics.

I want them to know how worried I am when they're absent,

How much I want them to know that I'm always there for them in someway,

That they can hang on me,

Lie on my shoulder,

Cry all their heart to me,

Tell them whats bothering them,

Because I am ready to be their tissue,

To be their teddy bear where they could cuddle me all the time,

To be their diary which they can tell me all their worries they have,

And that even though they hit me or choke my neck every single day,

I'll love them always.

As I said, its hard to say it.

Cause things will just get awkwrd between us.

The awkwardness kills me.

The day when Ahra exploded on the social network was the day BAPFAMILY was broken into half.

Her says had some of us heart broken.

It gave me some thoughts about it.

It happened on Friday but we're a family right?

So on Monday everything was back to normal.

The word from Ahra, "I can explode if I keep this too long"

Made me think and think and think.

It was wrong that she spoke up our names but on second thought,

She needed a place to express her feels.

That's why god created partners in life.

Friends, Wives, Husbands,and so on.

So that weall can share the burden together and fix the broken parts.

The problem is, there are some people like myself don't intend to

make people understand ourselves.

I would always say to myself that "There are many people out there that has greater problems than mines."

But its just bull.

I too want someone to be there for me...

There were times,

I hated EunYoung.

Maybe she didn't noticed that sometimes her words hurts me.

But in the same time she makes me feel warm with her little cuddles.

I hated EumMi too.

She always derogatory me and I hated it when she raises  her voice to me in public,

that'll make people look at me.

But her cheeky smile makes me forget about it

I hated Ahra the most.

She's a damn liar.

She would always say she's okay but the fact is she isn't okay makes me want to kill her.

It hurts me to see her lieying with her negligents habbit and her silly jokes.

But people say laughing is the medicine, so maybe I could understand

Why she did that.

I hated Nara although she looks like an angel.

She's so silent.

But I know that she has so many things to think of,

Her siblings, Her mom, Us  (BAPFAMILY),

and so many more.

But she keeps it all a secret.

She doesn't want to bother others with her probs.

That's what I'm worried of,

worried if she's holding all of those massive problems all on her tiny little shoulders.

I hated JaDoo also.

Especially when its not her fault, she'll blame it on herself.

Lastly, I hated Hana.

Cause she was so blind to not know that her friends loves her.

I could say I hate all of them.

But it turns out I'll LOVE them even more.

2014 has just passed.

The se7en of us were all happy cause we were in the same class.

Somehow in about the second week of school we were seperated.

Some of us cried and some just showed that they were sad about it.

Hana, Ahra and me had to move to the 3rd class.

My feels were complicated.

Sad, happy, ashamed, angry,

I didn't know which one to express.

EumMi cried hard.

 I glanced to Nara and I could see her tears roll down her cheeks silently.

A few minutes later, Ahra cried too.

JaDoo and EunYoung just sighed sadly.

Hana who is a lil boyish didn't show her tears,

But I know she's sad about it also.

I thought for a while and I realised,

That those tears and sighs weren't for nothing.

It was the meaning that they love us.

Even though our class is a difference between about a few steps far,

It feels like me, Hana and Ahra would be leaving school for good.

I wanted to cry but I can't.

I'm stubborn to do so.

Yes, so we were apart from that very day of the announcement of the arrangments of class.

I don't know why the teachers did this very STUPID INGLY arrangement.

There were once rumours about us, kpop girls at school.

I was like what the____

We didn't get low marks, or skipped school,

We were actually good in the academics and curriculums.

And whats wrong if were kpoping at school?

Is it a sin?

Urgh, they're just jealous cause we have an absolutely fabtastic bond of friendship.

Maybe they can seperate us,

But they can't cut our connection.

Even though we fight over such bulls things or,

We even hated each other,

We se7en can never be seperated.

Cause we're a bap FAMILY.

As long as I know,

We went together in everything.

The incident of the broken glass in the science lab,

The stay at school when we had curriculums,

Going to Nara's house after our tiring cucuriculum thingy,

We went to recess together,

Going for our prayers,

Singing birthday songs on Himchan's birthday,

Nara's birthday, Hana's and on JaDoo's,

Running in a marathon competition that was held at school,

On the day of Teacher's Day celebration,

In the assembly we sat next to each other,

Even in the pbs ing work we cheered for each others success.

I could say clearly we went into everything TOGETHER.

I hate seeing you guys hurt and I wished you guys don't want to see me get hurt too right?

You guys give me pains and in that pain,

You guys gave me happiness.

"THERE'S NO RAINBOW WITHOUT A LITTLE RAIN, THERE'S NO HAPPINESS WITHOUT A LITTLE PAIN"

Thank you for everything,

Choi Hana, Kim Ahra, Jung EumMi, Lee EunYoung, Song JaDoo and Im  Nara.

Without you guys,

My life wouldn't be brighter as the sun that shines the world.

You carry away with you a reflection of me, a part of me.

I dreamed you guys : I wished for your exsistance.

You guys will always be a part of my life.

I don't know what to say.

But there is a reason for me to love all of you guys so much.

If I love you this hard,maybe because

We shared, at some moment,

The same imaginings,

The same madness and,

The same stage.

Even If one day we'll be apart in the furure,

I'll cherish our BLOODY INGLY JOYFULL memories 4ever and always.

"SARANGHAEYO MY LIL TWERPS"

truly by Kang HyunJae