Dearest Nayoung,

how are you nowadays?

How's your life?

I hope that you are having a better life than mine.

Remember the day when Niel propose to you and you accepted it although you know that  we love each other?

I felt so miserable and sad at that time.

My world crushes down to pieces.

Why Niel??

Why... not me?

Can Niel make you happy?

Can Niel love you more than me?

Can Niel protect you better than me??

I keep on thinking these things every single day.

But after you got married I heard rumors that Niel divorced you.

I'm very sorry to hear that.

My life is pretty bad ever since you left me.

I... I just don't know why.

I guess I love you with all my heart.

I guess you meant everything to me.

You are my sun, so when you're gone there's no light.

You are my rain, so when you're gone there's no happy tears.

You are my eyes, I can't see clearly without you.

You are my ears, I can't listen properly without you.

You are my mouth, I can't talk much when you're not here.

You are my bones, I can't support my body when you're not here.

You are my water, without you I feel thirsty.

You are my food, without you I feel hungry.

You are my brain, when you're not here I can't think straight.

You are my hand