Chapter 4 :

Nichkhun POV :

“Gosh Victoria caught me again when I am in club with this girls” I cursed . This is not the first time she caught me like this . I know I should stop , I know this is hurt her badly but I just don’t know how to stop , I just don’t know how to live my life without drink and girls . I promise to her so many times but I end up by doing this again and again .

Sometimes I feel I don’t deserve her , I was a jerk . I know there are many rumors about me having relationship with another kpop idol , like Tiffany and Yoona and its hurt Victoria more .

“Khun whats wrong?” Jinfu suddenly asked me because I seems so quite

“Nothing , it just Victoria ,she called me and I think she knew I am in the club”

“Wow that’s dangerous man ! you know right? When your girlfriend caught you with another girls she can kill you just by her glare” He said that and go

I know JInfu was joking around , but its true for me , if Victoria here she is not just hurt she will kill me by her glare or maybe she will kill me for real .

I wish I can comeback soon to Korea after filming this drama and meet her . I miss her so much eventhough I know as the same time I hurt her .

Tomorrow morning…..

“Khun good luck for your scene today , you will filming with Xu Lu right?” Jinfu said

“Ah…yes, I will filming with her” I said . Xu Lu is my patner too in this drama , she is 20 years old , she is remind me with Chereen my sister . Ahhh…I miss Chereen too..

“Khun !!!! come on sit here” Xu Lu said after we done filming our scene

“Yes , thanks Lu . Oh you sweating a lot let me wipe your sweat. Wait here I will take a tissue”

“Ah, thank you Khun” She said with a shy smile , maybe because I am a stranger guy for her

I wipe her sweat because one again she is remind me of Chereen , I admit it that I always being good with woman , but its just a manner , a formality .

                “Khun people might take our picture” She said . Her tone seems worried

                “Don’t worries Lu , its oke you like my own sister” And as I said that many camera take our photo but I don’t take it seriously until that photo spread out to twitter and Instagram…

                “Khun !! your photo with Lu , already spread out in twitter . Mann !! “ Jinfu said

                 “OH NO !! Victoria !!” I slap my forehead

Sorry for not update for awhile :((.  so yeah this is a long chapter i guess , thanks for reading ^^