Ican'twait Ican'twait Ican'twait We're about to finally perform!! The time has finally come. I looked up at the stage to see my role models, my idols performing. Ah...such a cool stage. I can't believe we'll soon be up there! Having thousands of our own fans! I couldn't help but smile, our dream has finally come true. Our dream...Jiho. 

I turned to look for Jiho or should I say Xero. Oh there he is! My smile widened just looking at his adorable face. I was about to walk over to him, but he moved to our leader suddenly. Still smiling I watched as my Xero...wait what is he doing? WHAT is he doing? 

I turned away, my mood dropping what seemed like a thousand miles. The heck is his problem? You have the nerve to do this to me? Xero was...my Xero was...I can't...how could he. To see Xero about to kiss Pgoon, his hand on the shoulder as his head swerved... I felt as tears threatened to fall, but I held it in and put on my poker face. I turned again to see Xero now going behind him and hugging him oh so sweetly. "Our leader Pgoon hyung~" He said putting on this cute voice. Oh gosh...that voice! Why are you so cute! Why are you...doing this...to me. Pgoon looked at my Xero, then feeling embarassed, laughed. "Our leader Pgoon hyung!~" He repeated...and then kissing the back of his head. Attempted to... Pgoon looking down, getting all shy. 

UGH I CAN'T TAKE IT! "I feel tired all of a sudden." I said interrupting their lovey dovey session. And yet Xero just ignored me...continuing to annoy me to no end with his cute "Pgoon~ Pgoon~" 

Do you NOT get my signal?! That means stop you idiot! Just STOP!! I screamed and cursed at him in my head yet I couldn't say anything at all. Just watched as Xero continued to act all cute. Ugh how could you...Just calm down Byungjoo, calm down. 

I stared at the both of them, trying my best to signal them to just stop. But they just ignored me. Then all of a sudden Xero finally acknowledged me. You see my don't you...you see me, so stop! I kept trying to send him signals. All the time he would get what I wanted to say just by communicating through our eyes. Stopstopstopstopstop

He has to know right...he has to know I'm suffering. Yet he's continuing to do this to me. Please, please can't you see I'm dying here. 

He just looked away and got even more cute, if that's even possible. I glared at him. "He's my Pgoon~ Pgoon~" Now shaking his shoulders. Why do I feel so helpless? Why do I feel like he's just slipping away from me? My best friend is just losing me... I just glared at them, giving them two the death glare. How dare you...

I gave them one last glare, my last thread of patience. "I want to be on stage right now." I said seriously, hiding my anger and hurt. Not like they would notice my anger or pain anyway.  I really want to go on stage now, but it's not the same anymore. I got all excited for no reason. I thought this moment would be special between me and Xero but looks like he forgot. Looks like he forgot the promise and dreams we had when we were kids. 

Don't even think about it...I told myself. I can't let myself drown in sorrow remembering the sweet memories we had. Don't even think about those sweet promises that he doesn't even mean. 

I feel like nothing but an empty shell now. Just having this fake smile, I continued on. My mind blank as I my body moved on it's own. We were now finally on stage, yet I don't care. I don't care at all. I don't feel any happiness, I don't feel anything. 

This is not a dream come true.

Poor Bjoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo T.T What does Xero mean from all this? Is he seriously over and not caring about Bjoo at all...or is it something else

This is based on this video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c-N-lSc5U-I and it really..really hurt me to watch Bjoo...But in all honesty, I just could NOT deny how cuteeeeee Xero was xD TOO CUTE TOO CUTEEEEE

But you don't know how poor Bjoo feels...