[CRAZY TWISTED LOVE - SEHUN IMAGINE  PART15]

seohyun's POV

I starred blankly at the bubble tea house, assuming that Sehun is there.. but he's not. Since he left, i feel like something's missing in me. i feel like i just want him by my side. he's someone that knows me even though we've just been together for a short period of time. i feel like i've lost a friend *sighs*

I stood up, thinking where i could go to refresh myself. Somewhere away from people.. somewhere peaceful.

A place suddenly came to my mind. But.. i don't wanna go there. That would only remind me of a lost friend. But then, it's as if my feet has it's own mind. It's walking towards that place. And i felt this something that i wanna go there too! So that's it.. i've let my feet bring me to that place.. again

Every step i make, i feel nervous. I don't know why.. just when i saw that place, i suddenly saw a shadow. So i hid behind a tree.. slowly, i peaked.

I--It's.. Sehun.. he's here

I examined his face. It's way too different from his jolly, cheerful face. He looks really pale.. and stressed

Slowly i made my way towards him. He can't see me yet 'cause he's looking at the sky.

seo: Sehun

He looked at me. he looked a bit shocked but he didn't let me notice it. There was no expression in his face. It's all blank..

Slowly he stood up. About to go away..

seo: *holds his arm* Sehun please..

Facing back, he just looked at his arm held by my hand

seo: Please.. let's talk..
Sehun: What do you need now?

He said that coldly. He's still facing back

seo: Sehun--
Sehun: I told you to get out my life right?

I was frozen at my place.. it did hurt. But i really wanna talk to him. I wanna clear up things

seo: Just talk to me
Sehun: No need to. Go away
seo: Five minutes.. just five minutes Sehun.. please

He faced me. But he didn't look at me

seo: *grabs his hand* Sehun please come back. We're friends right? Let's just act like nothing happened, like you don't feel anything towards me. Please Sehun.. let's go home

He looked at me..

Sehun: Come back? Why seohyun? Does that even matter to you?? Act like nothing happened? Like i don't feel anything towards you? Wow! If only that was easy, i already did that. If only i could stop loving you, seohyun, i already did. But i can't. Don't you understand it??
seo: Se--Sehun..

He walked away... but he stopped for a while..

Sehun: And please seohyun. Don't ask me to forget about my feelings for you.. that would be really hard. don't worry, i'll stay away from you and Luhan *walks away*

I just looked at him walk away. I wanna clear up things but i just made it worse.. *sighs*

I looked at the tree house he made for my birthday. *sighs* it was so nice. But.. it has both happy and uhh.. sad memories

I just sat down there.. and..

and cried..

Sehun's POV

I turned back.. just one peak.. she won't know. Just one last

Slowly i walked back towards the tree house. She's.. she's sleeping

I looked at her once more..

*DUG DUG DUG DUG* It's my heart again. Aish, when will these loud hearbeats stop?

She's an angel. Yes she is.. that made Luhan.. and me fall for her. But.. "friend".. that's what she calls me. Friend.. and only friend *sighs*

This one hurts me that i wanna taka a morphine to stop the pain. She didn't dumped me or what but.. i didn't had the chance to show her my love. Because, i was too late..

All in all, it'--it's still my fault *sighs*

Sehun: *sighs* If only i was that brave to tell it earlier.. seohyun i love you. I love everything about you.. your smile, your scent, your cheerfulness, everything.. *sighs* Always wear your smile. It makes you prettier *laughs* I love you seohyun.. i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you. I'm so stupid to tell this to you.. you're sleeping. But, this is better. You don't need to hear it anyway. I promise, this is the last time i'll go near you. And.. talk to you.. *kisses your forehead* i love you. Please be happy.. *sighs* with him *leaves*

seohyun's POV

I got up.. I wanna cry a while ago about what he said.. but i stopped it to keep him from noticing that i was actually awake. 

Sehun.. why are you like that? Why are you sayin' all of that? Why do you need to stay away?? I know i can't blame you 'cause it actually hurts you but.. i feel like i need you..

Why is my hear hurting like this? Why all of a sudden i feel like my heart is breaking into pieces? Why..
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WHY DON'T YOU JUST STAY? *cries*