A Saesang's Love

Description

My name is Kwon Jihyun.

I am currently in my last year of high school.

I am first in my place, and I plan to stay that way until graduation.

However, I have been having a hard time focusing.

Because I also have another dream.

To become Byun Baekhyun's wife.

Whether he likes it or not.

And my teachers always said that I would be able to reach my dreams.

So I should be able to reach this one, right?

I'm not letting ANYTHING stop me.

Byun Baekhyun, you're mine.

When I became this way?

How I became this way?

Why I became this way?

I don't know.

But....I can't stop myself from coming back to him, every single night.

Foreword

This is for Shoes of a Unicorn Writing Contest

Prompts:"It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live." - Albus Dumbledore, Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone

"The more wonderful the meeting, the sadder the parting." - Looker, Pokemon Platinum

Hi guys! I wanted to take a break from trying to think of ideas for my other story, and basically just write about saesangs. They are...ahem...VERY interesting people, and I wanted to show a somewhat less demonic side to them. This story is about a crazy girl who would do anything to meet her bias, including hurting them -tear-, but beyonds that, I also wanted to add some sympathy to her. Hopefully you guys don't hate her too much!~

However, on a more serious note, although the saesang topic for EXO has become less of a problem, or at least there hasn't been super major public disturbances, I'm quite disappointed by how many people hate the EXO fandom because of the saesangs. We're not ALL bad. However, it's the saesangs that make us look bad.

It hurts me everytime that I hear one of the members has been hurt or disturbed because of saesangs- and that goes for idols in general. Loving them is one thing, hurting them is another. Saesangs are NOT fans. Although I believe there are different levels of saesangs, no one should hurt whom they love. It's very sad to see, and it's very sad to know that they can't get some peace and quiet every now and then without having a camera sneakily shoved in their faces. 

Are they not human? Can they not love?

Anyway, to end off Christmas as it's almost midnight when I am writing this, I hope you guys enjoy and not become saesangs that will hurt anyone. I have another short story after this because I've had these ideas for a while now, but never enough time to just sit and write. Enjoy~

The character is fake, and the events are supposed to be fake, but I also base some of what I'm about to write on things I've heard about what saesangs do to their beloved idols. As mentioned, I hope you guys don't end up hating Jihyun too much. Although saesangs do what they do, they are also humans. Some are just plain crazy, yes. But others, like I am making Jihyun, may have more to the story than just trying to be remembered by their idol by odd tactics.

Poster made by me due to awesome Devianters who posted transparent pngs of Baekhyun.

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jiyeolie #1
Chapter 1: Your story is really detailed and beautiful, and I was a bit disappointed when the story ended just like that because I wanted to read more, haha. I got a little creeped out by her actions especially when she found their dorms and also when she started calling Baekhyun her husband and all that, but I don't hate Jihyun O.o