If she could stop the time for a while, then she did it. Made it slower. Every second it has taken. It's like she can smelt his scent, like she can heard every steps he took, caught his shadow. The time that she always waited. Sitting on here. Keeping her eyes steady, hiding. From the place he can't noticed.

 

She was seeing something that people didn't care. Noticed something that probably people didn't dare want to know. Dark, black. She can catch that shiny hair, against the sunshine. Covering, the head. Imagining, how the feel when she could touch that hair.

"Yoona, do you hear me?"

 

Two small balls. That sometimes moves. Gazing the friend who were talked. Blinking, but not always blink. Dark, brown, at the center.  And the white at surrounding. When he smiled, they're smaller along as the lips moved. Wondering, if she could reach that two beautiful eyes, touching with her fingers. Kissing it.

"Yoona! Are you daydreaming?!"

 

Felt a little hurt. Shocked. On her right shoulder, noticed a landing hand on it. It successes makes her turning. Yoona gave a glare to the girl beside her who was wearing the same uniform as hers, but with the different colour hair, light brown. Her body was smaller then hers, and the different name tag. Her face was mad. Pouted.

 

"Yaa Sica!! Why did you do that to me? It hurts!" She caressed her shoulder, turned her face to Jessica. Glared her friend face with annoying expression.

 

"Because you weren’t hearing me!"

 Yoona pouted too. She wants to answer her again, but she knew her mistake.

 

She turned her head to the first place she observed,

 

And he- disappeared.

 

The person that she was observing has disappeared. Her eyes searched his, but nothing.

 

She sighed.

 

Her heart filled with the disappointment.

 

 

--CY--

 

 

Furthermore. Like every human in the world are feeling it. Doing the activities day by day. She went back to the same place. Sitting on the same seat and same time. It's like that thing has been her routine. With her friend, but only herself was doing that thing. Observing that guy.

And her predict was wrong.

 

That face, body. The guy she hoped would passed that place, didn't happen. Every person were passing that way, she didn't caught that guy. Black hair, dark brown eyes with straight looks. She took a long sigh. Disappointed. Because the hoped of waiting was too high.

 

Although till now, she hasn't known his name.

 

"Shim Changmin."

 

Yoona surprised when looked Jessica mentioned a name that she didn't know suddenly.

 

"Shim Changmin, 12 7 grade"

 

Yoona's mouth opened. Looked Jessica and confused. Who the hell is that person she mentioned his name. She only got a simple smile from Jessica's lips.

"The guy that you always observe, his name is Shim Changmin. 12 7 grade."

 

Now Yoona was more surprised. Shim Changmin, the guy that she was observing? How can Jessica knew it? She never told her what she was doing during this time, never told what she felt for that guy. Never once.

Jessica giggled. "Shock?" Now she laughed, "Your eyes can telling it Yoona, do you think all of this time you always looking that corridor, that object, that guy, I’m not knowing it?"

"If you could tell me earlier, I can search so many information of him for you."

 

 

 

She realized the reasons why she can liked that guy Shim Changmin. Maybe, because he wasn't talkative. When she saw him walked with his friends. She only saw him silent, listened the subject from his friends. He wasn't really care. So many beautiful girls in this school, so many attractives, but she never saw him was giving a look for that girls. Wasn't like his friends. They're always smiling to that girls and flirting. Cold? It's luck if you can see his smile. There can be count how many time she saw him smiled. And that smile, the strongest reason why she can liked him. He has a tall body, she can searched him easily because his body was taller from his friend. She admitted, she likes the taller one. Handsome? She didn't know how the handsome face. When she always heard Jessica that Changmin wasn't a y one, wasn't a handsome one. She didn't care. But his often smiles, was made his handsome even more in her eyes.

 

"Yoona, that guy-- is famous enough."

 

Yoona turned, looked Jessica was giving her sad expression. Yoona still silent. "It's not only you, many girls like him too."

She took a sigh. Actually she never thought that so many girls liked him too. Because she thought the girls' type weren't the silent one, not cared, cold, and often smiled. Plus when she heard Jessica always told her that Changmin wasn't handsome. It's made her confident up. But, when she reobserved, she noticed so many interest things in Changmin's body. Then she understands. Why she, and the other girls like him.

 

 

--CY--

 

 

Jessica always forced her to meet him, talked to him. But she wasn't wanted to do it. The reason is she probably sure that she'll embarrass herself in front of him. Even she can't stare those two brown eyes in long time. If it’ll happen, she completely sure she will looked stupid in front of him.

 

But that happened, once. Jessica couldn't accompany her to go to library to took a historical book for the next lesson. Walked alone, and she felt awkward. The stories that always she heard from Jessica when they're together didn't she hear that time. Made her quite. She kept her eyes at her shoes. Looking every step she took. It's just she wasn't has confident to looked up if she was alone.

 

"Ah" Suddenly her body falter and spontaneous took steps to behind, for balanced her body to not fell.  She held her left arms, felt a little hurt because the bumped. Slowly her eyes climbed up to saw who the person has bumped her body.

 

Very familiar.

 

Till she caught that dark brown eyes. Made her breath narrowed. Her body was shivering. Feeling her heart beated fast. She opened for a while then covered again, she has hard time to spoke clearly.

 

"So--rry"

At least. She can spoke one word. But she only got that answer. The straight gazing from that beautiful brown eyes made her was shivering. The more she took a glance, the more she wants to look again. Then the stare broke when she heard his name called by one of his friend. Yoona looked him turning his head to his right, the place where his friend called him. She was staring him silently, seeing him talking something to his friend, and then he left.

 

Without left a word nor looked for her.

 

 

--CY--

 

After the met time. Every time Yoona do her routine observed Changmin, he gave back his stare to hers. Stared back quickly. And then turned to his first direction, listening his friend. But she kept her stared stay, till he disappeared from her view.

 

One more person was knowing her felt for him. Wasn't from her. But from that talkative Jessica who said it. First she was upset. Then she remembered that she was her closest friend except Jessica, she let her knew. She was shock, heard that Tiffany was one of Changmin's old friend. They're old friends and went to same elementary school. Yoona sighed relief knowing that Tiffany wasn't close to him. And she blushed when Jessica and Tiffany kept teasing her. She got much information from Tiffany, like Changmin's old habits, what Changmin always doing. Even Tiffany mentioned his bad habit to her, and it wasn't making her ill feel.

 

One day. Yoona caught Tiffany ran to her with Jessica behind her. Yoona stopped walk and turned her head to her friends. She asked what did happen and Tiffany still silent till Jessica stood beside her. Tiffany looked at Jessica, giving the -are you sure we must tell her this?- look. When Jessica nodded, Tiffany turned back to Yoona. 

 

"Yoona, it seems you have to forget him." Yoona felt something wasn’t good in her heart. Looked her both friend and gave fake smiled "What do you mean?"

 

Tiffany looked at Jessica, gave her sign to continue. Jessica sighed before spoke

 

"Changmin, has a girlfriend"

 

 

 

--CY--

 

 

Day by day, after she heard Jessica's words. When she looked at that place, that corridor. She always asked to herself. What she have to do now.

Does she have to stop?

 

 

--CY--

 

 

Last day. After she completed her 3 years time in this school. She has to came to this ceremonial. And this is the first time she wore a cream gown with black higheels. Her wave hair fell down to her shoulder, using make up made her face looked even more beautiful. She was really like princess. Even sometimes her friends didn't notice she as her, as Im Yoona. She only giggled answer her bestfriends shocked.

 

Her one side love story. Will be one of her memories that she won't to forget till old days. If she got question was she hurting? It's definitely hurts. Everyone in her situation definitly feeling that. But Yoona won't to holding longer, because she realized. So many times and her feeling wasted because of that one love side story. She really has to forget that guy, that Shim Changmin. She tried to empty her hearts from everything she remembered from him.

 

But in the end, she didn't know, was she success, or not?

 

Last! For the last time, she wants to do something. She want to do something that maybe can help her free from the feeling. She really wants to meet him, once. Face to face to him, talking, that's all!. At least she wants to do that for the last time till she really wants to forget him. It's just, for the note in the sad ending story. At least, he can know her as Im Yoona.

 

Before they won't to meet anymore.

 

 

 

 

She, still remembered his name. When his name called, Yoona kept her eyes, waiting till he appears. But, that guy-- wasn't appearing. And she heard from the other friends that Changmin wasn't come to this ceremonial. She stood, looked her surrounding, maybe-just maybe the friends were wrong he didn't hear his name was called that's why he didn't appear in front of them. Her eyes kept searching. But again, she didn't caught that guy who has dark brown eyes, that guy who often smile, that guy who has taken her heart. Tears slowly fell on her cheek, she cursed herself even more. Telling how stupid she was, kept waiting something that she knew will never happen. She clutched her hands at her gown, shivering. She smiled, fake. Kept calling her as idiot.

 

She took a long sigh, and started walk to go out from that place. She heard the voices of Tiffany and Jessica called her. But she ignored them. She was running now, crying.

 

Without wanting to turned her head anymore.

 

 

Maybe she should never hope for something.

 

Never did stupid thing in a half of year, only looked at him.

 

Because she knew,

 

Shim Changmin, never looked back, at her

 

 

--CY--

 

 

His breath narrowed. Running. Got information from friends. He faster his ran. Didn't care with his appearance now, that wasn't same with the first.

 

He really wants to meet her.

 

His ran was stop. Looked something that he has searched, now he caught that thing. Far, so far from his reach. But he smiled, because finally he found her.

 

Want to take first step to running again. Instead he only stood on his legs. His smile disappears. He was seeing her went to a taxi. Closed the door, and that taxi started to leave that place, left him at behind. Changmin can only looking the taxi went, and slowly disappeared from his view.

 

"Im Yoona, I saw you."

 

 

 

 

“Hei Changmin look at there!”

 

When he was busy listening his friends, his other friend suddenly patted his shoulder. Changmin looked at Kyuhyun then turned his head to the direction Kyuhyun pointed.

 

“What—“

 

“Do you see her?”

 

Changmin observed the object he was looking now, that was a girl. He didn’t know who she was, but the only thing made his heart thumps was that girl-

 

“Changmin, do you see her?”

 

The voice of Kyuhyun asked him again, made him swallowed his saliva, nodded his head slowly then turned his head to his friend.

 

“She is looking at you.”

 

Kyuhyun gave him teasing smile, he put his arm to Changmin’s right shoulder. Changmin stared him with annoying look, but Kyuhyun forced turn Changmin’s head to the direction and the girl again. And Changmin caught it again, Kyuhyun’s right, she was looking at him. Their eyes coincidence met, and the first person broke that stared was Changmin. He pushed Kyuhyun made his arm fell from Changmin’s shoulder.

 

“Nonsense..”

 

Changmin made his steps faster, left Kyuhyun behind. Kyuhyun laughed then ran to him.

 

“Hei why are you mad? I’m not lying. You saw it too right?”

 

Changmin ignored him and kept walking.

 

“If you want to know, her name is Im Yoona from 12 1 grade.”

 

“Who the hell want to know her name--hei!!”

Kyuhyun giggled and ran fast to left Changmin.

 

Her name is Im Yoona.

 

 

 

 

The most hurts reality is when she didn’t know that he saw her, back*

 

 

 

--CY--

 

 

 

First, I'm sorry for my english that turned out really bad, after all I'm not really good in English. Second, I'm truly thank to everyone who have read this. Third, for everyone who have read this somewhere else in different language, don't be confuse. This is and thas is, are mine. I'm the one who translated this. Fourth, I just want to tell you that this fic is-- a real one,, no ask.. Hehe.

Thank You..