'Suddenly, the whole world has stopped. It felt like I was at the end of a dark, empty road with no return. I couldn't see anything. I couldn't feel anything. Actually, the only warm thing I felt was my slow, shallow breath that wa almost freezing in this cold, dead air.. My whole life was flashing in front of my eyes, the puctures of my family, friends, memories.. and him. In just a few seconds, tears have started to roll down my face. If it was years ago, I'd be fine with being dead. It didn't matter then anyway, since my life was sad, lonely and just black. But now, I must live. I couldn't do that to him. I promised.. We promised to eachother..'