That day did not turn out the way I wanted. Why was it always her about her. It's not fair. Here I was sitting on the swings in a park near my house in the rain, watching as parents rushed their children in their cars. I bet they get warm hot chocolate the moment they get home. Or get put to bed with bed time stories getting read to them. I would never know. My parents abondoned me when I was young. I have never experienced what it is like to grow up surrounded by you parents love. The one thing I always loved was crying in the rain. My typical excuse is always because then no one knows you're crying.     I stared straight ahead of me, my face void of any emotion. Why was it always about her? She stole everything from me, my reputation, my friends who I have been with for 5 years turned their back on me, and even my boyfriend or should I say Ex-boyfriend left me. They all sided with her. She could have stopped them, she could have helped me, but she didn't. Some best friend she was.   What happened exactly? I don't even know myself. You may think all that happened and I came here to cry about it, but that actually happened 3 years ago. I loved to reminisce, but for a matter of fact this was the exact place I seeked refuge for at that time. 3 years ago I cried my heart out in this very park, in this very swing I was sitting at.   "Minah!" A male's voice called. I turned my head "Oh no, I made him worry again." I thought. The man approached me and instead of scolding me about the dangers of going out by myself and dragging me back home, he plopped down to sit on the swing beside mine. This man right here was the one who helped me find myself, he helped me pick myself back up and I am so thankful for him. I love him so much. He's only helping me out of pity, he would never want to be with someone as broken and unfixable as me. He just has a kind heart. This man is none other than my loving fiancé, soon-to-be husband, Byun Baekhyun.   "Came to reminisce again?"  He said warmly. I said nothing, what was the point when he could see right through me? "Oh, come on princess, it's been 3 years this is getting ridiculous! Stop moping around! That's not gonna get you anywhere, that's not going to make them magically come back. Forget about them, especially about him." I know he was only trying to be encouraging, I mean I don't blame him for losing his cool at me. I would have lost it a long time ago having to put up with me... Why hasn't he left me yet? Everyone else did, why would he be any different? I don't understand you Byun Baekhyun.   He sighs. "Look I've been trying to help you these past 3 years. But you'll never get better if you don't allow yourself to. Think about it this way, they never deserved you and you didn't deserve them, therefore there is no hard feelings. All this is so frustrating." Silence. I opened my mouth to speak. "If I'm that frustrating why don't you just leave." I said coldly, refusing to meet his eyes. "Fine, you know what I'm leaving. I've had enough of you for one night. Come back home when you learn to actually appreciate the only person who cares, me."   And just like that another person walked away from my life. Great job Minah. I just couldn't help it. Ever since everyone I knew turned their backs on me I've been pushing people away, afraid to get hurt again. I just didn't think Baekhyun would actually ever leave me. Now the tears started streaming down only in the rain did she allow herself to be so weak. No, I don't want to lose him, I can't lose him. And with that I pushed myself off the swings and sprinted off to the direction he left.   I had to find him. I can't lose yet another person if I do I'll be alone forever. That thought scared me. My legs took me to building to building searching. Where could he have went? That's when I realized. He had to be at our apartment. With one last hope I raced to the apartment we shared and called our home. I dug into my pocket. Key key key. Where is it.. Aha!  I twisted the key through the keyhole and stepped inside. I hear some voices.. Who's here? It seems like they're coming from the kitchen. I opened the door a teeny bit to peek through. Great. She's facing her back to me. She seems kind of familiar though? "I'm sorry. I had to run out for a bit to take care