Prologue. First loves are always meant to hurt and scar innocent hearts, but they also help to prepare for other loves ahead.  First loves are also unforgettable and intangible in that sense that even words are incompetent to describe or tell first loves.  Only the memories can, the nostalgic and bittersweet past.  They say never to bring up about first loves. For the past is just a voice that echoes in the mind and makes it implausible to forget you.  Whoever the you is, must be a beautiful person in one's heart.    First loves are always meant to hurt and scar innocent hearts, but my special someone, that you, made it worthwhile.    My first love was you, him, a special boy whom I had grown to love over the years.