Seventeen

I Was A Sucidal And Trying To Find A Place In This World

“Yes!!!!! Kim Hyo Seon is not  their daughter!!! She’s not Dahlia’s daughter! Satisfied?!!”

 

The words still echoing in your ears while your eyes keep staring on your dull ceiling which picturing your heart and feelings on that moment. You slowly woke up and walk lifelessly towards the location which the voice came from. You keep remind yourself to go back and sleep but your feet fearlessly brings yourself to your mean aunt. You capture her covering and whispering something on the phone.

“What do you mean, Aunty?” You ask her with your monotonous tone

“Shhit-Oh my—What are you doing here?!” She looks surprise by your sudden presence and quickly hung up the phone

“I’m not Dahlia’s what?? …. Daughter?” You look at her with your poker face as if you already give up living

“How dare you eavesdropping me?! Go back to your room!!” She hides the phone with her frowning and pale face, looking scared

“Who are my parents?” You still froze on your spot with your shaking hands

“Shut up, !!!!” she slaps you so hard until you accidentally hit your head on the corner of the table and fall on the cold floor

You feel heavily broken inside and can’t get up. Your body feels numb and your tears start streaming down your face with your head starts to bleed. You can’t continue to live in this cruel world. You try to move but as you get to lift your head and able to support your upper body using your weak hands, she starts kneeling infront of you and grabbing your hairs and pull your face to face her with her evil smirk

“Hey . Listen. You are your mother’s useless daughter. And I just really wish that you were the one who died instead of mother” She whispering using her evil tone in your ears and push you lifeless on the floor.

“But I clearly…heard you—“

“You heard nothing!! Nothing at all! Now get up, clean the blood of your in head and go to sleep! Don’t leave any evidence on the floor! Don’t you dare to call the police or I’ll kill. I’ll definitely kill you!” She shouting and kicking your legs before shut the doors hardly which almost causes it to break into pieces

 

At the School...

 

The only reason you come to school is because you want to meet him. You miss him so much you almost insane. You woke up early in the morning to cover your scar on your forehead neatly using the skin-colour bandage and hide it behind your bangs. Thank god your bangs are not really perfectly neat but since you’re not really care about your appearance, so you don’t care about how people looking and judging you. Actually, you not really woke up.. You can’t slept at all that night and just cried for two ing hours inside your blanket before got ready to school. You decided not to bring your family problems to school and dating just like normal couples do in high schools. Unfortunately, you can’t find him anywhere. He always arrived five minutes earlier than you but you don’t see him yet this morning. You almost got a heart attack when someone smacking hard your locker as you turn your head away to your right to search for his presence. You almost cursed him when suddenly he pops out his head from behind your locker. You sigh hardly before folding hands and staring at him.

“Good morning my dear” he rubs your hair while winking cutely at you

“Good bye my…. Whatever” you walk pass him when he suddenly held your shoulder and looking into your eyes

“Seonni-ah~ I’m sorry…I didn’t mean to surprised you that way, hmm?” he aegyo-ing while scratching your head which you feel slightly uncomfortable because of the pain from last night

“No… good morning, jaaagi…ya?” You politely grab his hand from your head and poorly smile at him

“Ja…gi yaa?” Zelo’s eyes widen as you mention that sweet little word you never mention it before to him with your sweetest smile ever

“Waaaaa you never being like this, Seonnie-ah hahaha that’s cute”

“Maybe I should take that back….??” You try to play trick on him

“Ya!! No! If you take that back, that’s mean you just steal my sunshine from me! Hmmph!” Zelo tries his best to act childish but you just ignore it and walk pass him to get into your class

“Bye Zeeloo” You wave at him before entering your class with your smile on your face

Zelo waving at you back before walk his way to his class with his happy bright smile never that fade away from his face for the rest of the sessions

 

 

Ailee’s POV

 

What was happening to her? Why she behaved as if she was hiding something? That eyes.. Her words never matched with her eyes whenever she talked.. That’s not her. That’s not Kim Hyo Seon. She must hiding something from me that I never knew. Her fake smiles was clearly shown on her face all the time.. I could sense the hesitation hold her back from saying something…That looks on her face.. She seems broken.. Heavily broken… Did the bruises on her legs was really because of her netball practices?? As far as I know, she doesn’t like outdoor activities…Did she…. did she…. was….abused?

 

“Ya! Ailee-ah! You burn a hole on my dress!” G.Na quickly snap Ailee back to reality

“Ah….sorry I just think too much nowdays..” She slightly smile at her while shook your head

“Aigoo you don’t have to think much.. he already confessed at you, Ailee!”

“I know right!! I never thought he finally being honest about his own feelings!” Ailee chuckles while tapping her fingers on the table

“Dongwoo and you are really meant for each other! Aaaaa~ I’m so jealous with you.. I hope one day my prince charming will come and give me a bouquet of white roses followed by a kiss and brings me to his palace by riding a white horse… ” G.Na pout cutely while closing her eyes tightly tries to imagine her future husband

“You don’t have to be jealous, silly…Just forget about your prince charming! I know you and Jonghoon really have feelings towards each other” Ailee smirks while giggling on her friend’s cute responds

Ailee covers her eyes tightly with his hands and exhaled slowly with the thought of her sister. She really do worries and cares about you even though she supposed to date Dongwoo by now. Ailee thought of something and requesting herself to leave earlier

“G.Na, I think I should go now”

 

 

 

P/S : SO, THIS IS THE FIRST CHAPTER I WROTE IN PARAGRAPH FORM FOR THE FIRST TIME . THANKS TO SOMEONE WHO SUGGESTS ME TO WRITE IN THIS FORM, I REALLY DO APPRECIATE IT ^^ IF THAT 'SOMEONE' NEVER SUGGEST ME TO DO SO, I PROBABLY WILL BE STUCK ON DIALOGUE FORM FOR THE REST OF THE CHAPTERS!! HAHAHA ^^ THANK YOU VERY MUCH TO THAT 'SOMEONE' AND..... I REALLY HOPE YOU ENJOY THE STORY!! LOVE YAAA :D

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Wild4D
#1
Chapter 17: i wonder if this going to be continue or not. please continueeeee. heee
Wild4D
#2
Chapter 9: update update update pleaseeeeeeeee :P
tysantdra #3
Chapter 16: Hii .. sorry i am late to comment
I like your idea in this story, but i really suggest you to write your story in form of paragraphs because it will be more awesome since your readers can see the things you want to portray completely ...
Good luck and be better :)
AinNadwah96
#4
Chapter 16: zelo is cuteee.. hope he can be my boyfriend too..hahaha.. XD nice update.. hwaiting author-nim!!
FatPanda_98
#5
Chapter 15: Aaaaaaaa so cute ^O^
How about sungyeol ,awww poor him *sigh
Unnie update soon ^^~
Giulo
#6
Chapter 15: AW if she leaves zelo i wont read this story ahahaha XD
AinNadwah96
#7
Chapter 13: Soo cuteee
Giulo
#8
Chapter 12: Aw this is so lovely <3
AinNadwah96
#9
Chapter 9: Wow...its getting more intetesting..palli update ^^