Alone lying on is bed, Jason was thinking. Nobody was home. They all went to celebrate after their first showcase but he told his manager that he was not feeling good to leave earlier ... he lied ... it was a lie. He couldn't describe exactly how he felt, but one thing for sure: he was confused. At first the fans hated him, because they accused him of ruinning the group synergy. Then they love him because they found him very talented '' for a chinese singer''. Some still hate him more than never. HE was working very hard and trying his best , Pledis was happy with his work so that's all matter but ... there was something else. He noticed a while ago how Ren would look at him and act around him. They trainned for a while so they got used to each other, there was still a language barrier but , they all download this translator application on their phones, so they would text in each other language or try to say few words ... or he would just speak in English with Aron who was American, and like him had trouble adjusting to the culture at first. 

Aron ... this time, he was sharing the bedroom with him, at first they didn't talk much because his English was not that perfect but Aron could understand him, so they got the habit of talking in English to each other.Plus he was a bit older than the others, so with him he didn't feel the .

He was chill with the others but closer to Ren and Aron. Ren was beautiful, charming and ... almost perfect. Jason always felt the need to look after him and protect him everytime they were together and Ren got used to it. He would often give him a hug after rehearsal or before going to bed,  he would sit next to him when they were going to eat or feed him ... with Aron it was different. There was those times when he was not sure if he could do it, when fans insulted him ... Aron would smiled at him and tell him that everything would be fine, he would rub his back and smile at him or ... come in his bed and let him cry on his shoulder ... Aron would take care of him. 

Jason was not sure of his feelings for them or theirs feeling toward him, it was so blurry in his mind, he felt asleep thinking of them. When he woke up he looked at his phone: 3 am . They had a show in the afternoon and needed to go rehearse first. Because of that, they had to wake up at 9 am. He was hungry, he left the room, Aron was not in his bed.

'' Where is he ? They should all be home by now.''.

 He found Aron in the kitchen. He was sitting on a chair with a Coca cola's can near him on the table.

'' You feel better ? '' Aron  asked.

'' Yeah ... I am okay. What are you doing here ? Should I turn the  other lights  on ... ''

'' No ... dim light is cool ... and I was just thinking. If you are hungry, I saved you some food in the fridge. ''

'' Thank you. '' 

Jason was heating his food in the micro wave, but he could feel Aron's eyes on him. He sat at the other side of the table, facing Aron. He checked his phone and had a text from Ren.

1:33 am from Ren  '' I hope that you feel okay. The after party was fun but it would have been better with you around. I used Google translate to write you that, hope you understand. Goodnight Hyung and tomorrow let's go for a coffee together  <3 ''

Jason smiled reading his text.

'' What is it ? '' aron asked, trying hard to not sound too curious.

'' Just a text from Ren. ''

'' Oh ! You guys ... texted each other a lot. ''

'' Well ... he is the only one who gave me his number you know.''

Aron scratched his head:

'' Sorry ... I just didn't think of it.''

'' It's okay Aron , no big deal.''

Aron stood up from his chair and came closer, he took the phone from Jason's hand and dialed his number, calling himself. Then he saved it on Jason Iphone under the name '' Aron  Romantic Oppa"

This made Jason laugh hard:

'' Romantic Oppa ? You are a funny one ! I am older than you and I am not a girl. ''

'' For the time we have been living together, I think it's okay to joke around sometimes ... we don't have to be so formal all the times.'' He said smiling.

'' True ! Okay Oppa ... now I see why you like your dim light ... so romantic.''

He said teasing him.

'' Yep ! That's me ! ''

'' By the way ... you didn't tell the others what happened ... right ? ''

'' About ... ''

'' The night I cried. '' Jason said looking away a bit embarrassed. He wasn't a shy person, so why did he felt this way around Aron ? he couldn't explain it.

'' No ! I can keep secrets. ''

'' Thank you. ''

'' I have been thinking of you lately ... I hate the fact that they added you to Nu'est ... not because I hate you, but because ... because ... I don't think I'll be able to let you go once we'll be done in China.''

'' oh ... but it's just a job you know ... '' He said blushing a bit. Hearing Aron saying that to him, he was feeling strange.

'' I got to know you and ... you are really cool,  I don't know if I can get any more closer to you or if I have to keep my distances from you. I really don't know what to think. ''

'' Aron ... we will keep in touch ... for me too it's gonna be hard to let you go ... from the make up artists to the choreographer, I'm really getting attached to the PLEDIS Family and ... at least you will still have all of them while ... I'll be alone ... Fck ! '' He stood up and walk away to the sink. He knew he was gonna cry, and it didn't want to. 

'' Jason ... ''

'' It's okay I just need to ... I mean ... I shouldn't think like that. This is a cool experience. That's all it matters.''

Aron walked to him and took him in his arms. 

'' You never know what can happen ... but for the time we are together, let's make the best of it. And I promise to look after you.''

'' I should be the one saying that ... '' 

'' It's okay ... '' He caressed Jason's face  ''... you'll be okay.''

Jason smiled at him and passed an arm around Aron's waist.

'' Thank you. And I hope I can return the favor too.''

'' I love your smile. At first, I found it so cocky but it's kind of cute actually.''

'' Cocky ? What about you ... Mr I look like a model '' He said laughing, removing his hand from Aron. 

'' I do ? Thank you ! '' He said laughing too.

'' Yes you do ! '' 

'' Does it means that you find me handsome ? ''

'' What do you think ? '' 

'' Have you ever tried to kiss an handsome boy ? ''

'' Why ? Is it gonna turn him into a humble guy or a frog ? '' He couldn't stop laughing at Aron.

'' Wanna find out ? '' Aron came closer and kissed him. First just a peck on the lips, but then he kissed  his lips again, this time, Jason replied to the kissed ... in fact , he enjoyed it.

Their tongues fought for a while before giving in to the kiss making it deeper and more passionnate. Aron broke the kiss, his tongue trailed down Jason's neck, making the chinese boy moaned , loud, y; Aron loved the way he could make him feel.

'' Someone could see us ... '' Jason finally said.

Aron gave him a peck on the lips.

'' I'll go shower, goodnight.'' He then left the kitchen. 

Jason stay there, not really understanding what just happened ... 

 

 

The next day, they were on the set of their photo shoot for NU'EST M cover album.  Aron was acting like nothing happened the night before ... Jason didn't insist. After his turn posing for the photographer, he went on the balcony and sat on a white chair. They were working in a white mansion. He needed a break from all the agitation coming from inside, with all the staff running everywhere. Earlier he texted Leo ... Leo has been ignoring his texts and calls  from months, but he never gave up the hope that one day he would forgive him and contact him back.

'' Leo ... I am so sorry ... " A year ago, they used to be in the same band JL. 5 years ago they trainned together and were in another band. They disbanded because of him Jason. He got an offer from Pledis, he accepted. It was the beginning of an amazing carrier and ... the end of everything he had and shared with Leo.

'' Can I sit with you ? " It was Ren.

Jason noded. Ren sat next to him, he grabbed his phone, wrote something and waited for the translation and then asked in Chinese:

'' Why are you sad ? "

Jason smiled at him and answered in a very hesitant Korean:

'' No ... I was just thinking of my past.''

'' Do you regret that time ? ''

'' Yes. But I am okay. Don't worry.'' He said smiling and patting Ren back.

'' Do you still want to go for a coffee ? We can do some language exchange as well. I have my Chinese book with me.''

'' Okay ! ''

'' Cool ! And ... ''

'' huh ? '' jason didn't understood.

Ren came closer and gave him a peck on the cheek.

'' I like you ... '' He said blushing.

Jason smiled at him and took his hand in his.

'' Good luck with yours pictures. Fighting ! ''

'' Thank you ! Come see ! '' Ren stood up and went back inside.

Few minutes later, after checking his phone to see if he received any texts from Leo, he followed the androgyne boy. When he arrived, they were already started. REn was posing for the photographer who was giving him directions. The concept today was demons and angels. Ren, JR and himself were dressed in white and the 3 others in black. He looked on his right, Aron was talking with their manager and the others members were taking selca and cute poses.

'' What a long day ... at least Ren is last, so we can finally go back to the dorm ... '' He thought.

As he  massaged the back of his neck with his fingers, he was looking around. A huge staff, many equipments ... working with a Korean Team was very different. It was bigger and better. And for that reason, he didn't want to dissapoint anybody. He was working hard and so far, they were all pleased by his work.

He was looking at the big lights and projectors on top of Ren ... one of them was moving ... 

it took him few seconds to realised what was going to happen.

Ren was taking the pose, listening to the photographer yelling the instructions at him.

'' Can't wait to be done ... actually I can't wait to go get a coffee with Jason Hyung ... maybe I can ask him to introduce me to a new Bubble tea's place ... ''  Lost in his thoughts, he didn't hear Jason screaming ... suddely he heard a noise coming from the top, he lifted his head, something was falling and it was already so close to him ...

Jason ran as fast as he could, he used all his momentum to push Ren on the floor and then, the total  black out.

 

 

.........................

 

 

'' This is all my fault ...'' Ren couldn't stop saying. With the staff, they rushed to the hospital and they were now waiting in the lobby. Ren was sitting on the chair next to Baekho, who has a hand on his back to comfort him. 

'' He will be fine, don't worry. ! '' Baekho said.

'' He warned me, if only I wasn't daydreaming ... if only I was paying attention ... ''

'' Talking like this will not change a thing ... let's just wait. '' Aron said, his arms crossed on his chest, his back lying against the wall.

 

Later, they all went back to the dorm with Jason, he had many cuts on his arms and back but nothing too serious , the doctor only adviced him to change his bandages twice a week and to be careful.

 

'' I look like an egyptian mummy with all those bandages on my arm ...'' Jason said laughing to cheer up Ren who was feeling so guilty.

'' I am so sorry ...'' He kept saying looking at the floor.

'' Don't be ... I am happy I got hurt instead of you.'' 

'' Don't say that ! ''

'' I mean it ... but I'm fine, so please , let's just forget about this incident. Okay ? "

'' Okay ! I will be your nurse then'' Ren said all smiling.

'' Deal ! ''

'' Oh my, oh my ... you guys are so cute ! A last word for yours fans please ! '' Jr was filming them with his video, they were all laughing except Aron. 

'' This is ridiculous ! I'm out ! '' Aron left the kitchen all mad and headed to his bedroom. Few minutes later, Jason entered in the room:

'' Aron, are you okay ? ''

'' What do you want ? You should go back to what you were doing with Ren.''

'' What do you mean ? ''

'' Never mind Jason, I am just tired ! I will go to bed now. ''

'' But you haven't eaten yet, diner will be ready soon. ''

'' I really don't care ... I am not hungry. Goodnight. ''

'' Aron ... are you mad at me ? ''

'' I am just gonna shut up on this one ! ''

'' Actually ... about last night ... ''

'' What about it ? ''

'' When you kissed me ... '' Jason said looking at him.

At the same time Ren arrived, he grabbed Jason by his arm, the non injured one covered by a tattoo on the shoulder.

'' We're gonna eat and drink now to celebrate the photoshoot, You guys should come. ''

'' Okay ... Aron are you coming ? '' Jason asked, hoping he would change his mind in front of Ren.

'' No ! I'm tired, goodnight. '' 

'' Such a party pooper ... oh well ! Goodnight ! '' Ren said dragging Jason with him as he walked away from the room.

Once alone, Aron closed the door. He kissed Jason because he felt attract to him, what was holding back was the fact that Jason would leave them soon and that ... it was obvious that Ren was falling for him. He didn't want to hurt Ren, himself ... and mostly not , Jason. From what he heard, he used to date Leo a guy he was working with, they broke up at the beginning of the year but it was still fresh for Jason, last thing he needed was another complicated story.  The situation seemed helpless from his perspective.

In the kitchen , the boys were eating and having fun, later they moved the party to the living room. They were drinking and playing games. Ren drank a lot and Jason was looking after him the whole night.

Ren: I lost again ... I don't think I can drink more ...

Jr: It's your punishment , you have to drink ...

Jason: It's okay ... I'll drink for him ..., He grabbed the glass and drank everything.

Jr: What a gentleman he is.

Ren: Oppa ! Thank you, Love you !!! 

Ren gave a hug to Jason before falling asleep in his arms.

MinHyun: I think we lost him ... 

Jason: I will bring him to his bed room.

Baekho: You need help to carry him there ?

Jason: No, it's okay !

Despite his injury on the arm, he carried him bridal style into the bedroom and laid him on his bed. He changed his clothes and sat on the floor to look at Ren sleeping.

  Himself has too many drinks and was starting to feel the effects of it .

'' He is so beautiful ...'' was the last thing he remember thinking before falling asleep.

When he woke up, Ren was sitting on the bed, taking pictures of him.

'' Hyung, you are so cute while sleeping.''

'' 现在是什么时候？'' 

'' What ? " Ren asked confused.

'' Sorry ... what time is it now ? '' He asked in Korean, he was still feeling tired and had a headache because of the hang over.

'' 1pm ... because of yesterday incident, they gave us the day off. Wanna go to the Buble tea place ? ''

'' Sure ... I just need to go get a shower ... or maybe rest a bit more ... we can go around 3 or 4 pm .''

'' Sure ! ''

When he went back to his bedroom, Aron was on the bed reading. He raised an eyebrown when he saw him:

'' Hey ! Look who's there ... ''

'' Hi ... do you have anything for headache ? ''

'' What ? Ren was too loud ? I can't believe it, you haven't  even been a month with us and you're already sleeping around. ''

'' What ? '' 

'' Don't play dumb, you are coming from Ren's room.  And the others slept in the living room after drinking. ''

'' Ren and I didn't do anything ... I brought him there 'cos he was drunk and I fell asleep. Nothing happened. ''

'' Okay ... well ... you guys are so close that I thought something happened. ''

'' he is cute ... very cute, but no nothing happened. I don't think that he would want someone like me anyway ... '' He said laughing and sitting on his bed, facing Aron.

'' Why are you saying that ? ''

'' Well ... have you seen how gorgeous he his ? He is beautiful, kind, talented and ... just perfect. ''

'' Okay ... '' Aron did not know why, but he felt annoyed by what he was saying.

'' By the way Aron, why did you kissed me the other night ? ''

'' It was just for fun ... like a joke. '' Aron said still looking at his book and trying to act not concerned at all, because Jason gave him the impression to be intterested in Ren, he thought it would be better to lie and act cool to avoid sounding desperate.

" A joke ... '' Jason repeated a bit shocked.

'' Yeah ... you know how Korean boys are always playing around with each other ... I was just joking around ... plus you will eventually leave us so, don't worry, it is not like I was falling for you ...'' He added laughing. A very fake laugh, but Jason could not tell and believed his words.

'' I see ... then it's all clear ... '' He answered with a sad smile before adding: '' I will sleep a bit more ... cia '' . he lyed on the bed and gave his back to Aron .  Deep inside, Jason felt hurted by Aron's words.

 

Later he woke up, after a shower, he was dressing up in the washroom, when JR knocked on the door:

'' Can I come in ? ''

'' Hold on ! '' He grabbed his boxer and wear the, then his white jeans, he opened the door and was still shirtless.

'' Are you going outside ? '' 

'' Yes ... you have a question ? ''

'' Well ... yes ... '' Jr entered, then closed and locked the door behind him.

'' Everything is okay ? '' He asked a bit worry.

'' Yes ... but there is this girl I met here, she is half chinese and half korean ... we have been seing each othe rfor a while, she rent an hotel room downtown and ... I have to go meet her there ... she is younger than me but so experienced ... I want her but ... like ... we kissed last week and it was my first kiss.''

'' Wow ! Congrat bro ! '' He said wearing a white shirt.

'' Thanx but I guess tonight she will want us to go to the next level ... ''

'' Why don't you ask Aron ? He seems to be a pro at these things.''

'' No ! I don't want anybody to know ... they already don't see me as a leader and now they will make fun at me cos I am a . No thank you ! Plus, we are not really suppose to date fans ... ''

'' Wait ... she is a fan ? like dude, you are playing with fire ... ''

'' Please Jason !!! I need your help ... please ! ''

'' We don't have the same management, if you get caught ...''

'' Please ! Help me, I have nobody else ... I promise I will help you with your Korean ... which by the way is going very well since we are talking in korean wow ... ''

'' And your Chinese is getting worst, I know ... ok , so how can I help ? ''

'' Thank you ! Thank you ! First ... I need you to back me up, like text me to warn me if they are looking for me, if anybody in the staff spy or follow me, so I am gonna need your phone number.''

'' Okay ... I guess I can do that. What else ? ''

'' I need you to give me the 101 and ... ''

'' Wow ! Wow ! Dude, that is what is for ... ''

'' I can't really concentrate if I watch , you need to help me.'' 

'' I mostly dated boys and only slept with like 3 girls so ... I don't know if I can really help ... ''

'' Just teach me everything you know, boy or girls in the end it is the same, is , right ? So, what should I do ? ''

'' Okay ... when you kissed , who was dominating ? ''

'' She kissed me ... so it was her. This time, I would like to innitiate it and be the one in charge.''

'' let me think ... what you can do is that, you can order a movie or just food and eat together, you guys can talk , ask her a lot of questions . About her life, her family, school, ambitions, last time she cried, her friends ... make sure to be touchy and have a lot of physical contacts, it will send her a subliminal message. ''

Jr was actually listenning and writing in a notebook everything Jason was telling him to do.

'' Make sure to have some alcohol ... don't get her or yourself drunk, if you really like her don't do that. But a bit of alcohol in your system, will help you to relax. At some point, ask her what she thinks of you. And then ... ''

'' And then ? ''

'' This part you cannot write it down, drop your notebook and come closer.''

'' Okay ... '' jr did as he was told and stand in front of him.

Jason smiled at him :

'' Relax and tell me , how do you feel when I touch you here ? ''

He said as he gently caressed Jr's , even with the fabric separating him from the other boy's fingers, he shivered at the contact.

'' It feels ... funny ...''

'' Right ! Girls are even more sensitive to this area, I will show you and all you have to do is to copy the same thing.''

'' Okay ...''

Jason captured his lips, Jr closed his eyes and kissed him back , then he felt the Chinese's boy hands making their way underneath his shirt:

'' Relax ... ''

He heard Jason saying between their kisses, Jason lips start their descent to his neck, his fingers slowly lift up Jr shirt, he brought his lips to Jr's left , he circles on it, biting and nibbling it. Jr Let escaped a moan, he was feeling very hot.

'' Oh my God ... ''

'' Relax ... in case she panicks , you need to calm her down ... kiss her like this ... ''

Jason brough back his lips to his, and gave him a more tender kiss.

JR kissed back and brought his hands to Jason waist, then one of his hand to Jason's , squeezzing it as he kissed him. Because now, he was the one kissing Jason, he was dominating and got very into it. He left the Chinese boys's lips and went  straight to his neck, biting the skin and living a red mark on it. Jason moaned to his action, everytime he did , Jr got even more excited, he was ready to take it to the next level when he heard Jason saying out of breath:

'' I think we're done. ''

'' What ... '' Jr was feeling a bit dizzy after this hot make out session, Jason smiled at him:

'' Just do that and the rest will come naturally, don't worry ! Fighting ! ''

They heard someone banging at the door:

'' What the hell are you guys doing inside ? Open that door ! '' 

'' Dammit ! '' Jr said pulling back his shirt.

'' Wait ... '' Jason turned to face Jr '' Man ... you are hard ... don't tell me I did this to you ... '' He said looking at the evident bulge under Jr boxers.

'' They cannot see me like this, this is all your fault ... ''

'' What ? You asked for it man ... dammit, what to do ? ''

This time they heard Ren :

'' Hyungs, open the door ! ''

'' 1 mn please ...  Jr is helping me with my bandages '' Since he got injured yesterday, it could actually make sense. They finally open the door. Ren and Aron were there waiting .

'' What the fck ... I need to pee so badly ... '' Aron said entering in the washroom.

'' Sorry ... '' Jr escaped as fast as he couldand left for the kitchen.

'' why did it took you so long ... did you forgot about our coffee ? '' Ren asked pouting.

'' Of course not ! I can't wait actually and by the way, you look so nice ! ''

When he heard Jason saying that, he smiled and point at the red jacket he was wearing:

'' I bought it in Australia when we went there, I am happy you like it. ''

'' Let's go now !  '' 

'' Hyung ... what is it on your neck ? '' He pointed at the red mark left by Jr after their make out session. At the same time, Aron was coming out of the washroom.

'' Oh this ... probably from the accident ...''

'' Very weird considering that it was not there yesterday ... '' Aron said giving him a dirty look.

'' It's not really important. Let's go Ren. Bye Aron ... '' 

Aron gave him a cold shoulder and walk away.

'' What is wrong with him ... '' Ren did not like his attitude.

'' It's okay Ren, let's go ! '' Jason said. He felt bad because he knew that Aron was probably thinking that there was something between him and Jr. 

In the coffee shop, he was waiting for Ren who went to the washroom. He texted Aron:

- Aron, nothing is going on between Jr and I.

Not even a minute later, he got a reply from Aron:

-I don't fckin care.

Jason didn't give up and texted back:

-I do care about what you think because I care about you, I like you. So it makes me sad if we are fighting.

This time it took a bit longer but Aron texted back:

- Then what about the red mark ? 

- Just a missunderstood. But I swear, there is nothing between us.

-Ok !

- you want to join us at the coffee ? It is the one on the corner of the street.

-No, can't ! Enjoy ur time, be nice to Ren and I'll see you 2nite _PS: Romantic Oppa still luv u ;)

This last text made him smile, he texted him back:

-y Jason Luv u more Oppa <3

Aron was preparing the files for the  radio show he host in Korea, when he received that text, he read it more than 5 times ... and each times it hurted him even more :

'' y Jason Luv u more Oppa  ... "

Aron always been a very confident person, when he first met Jason, he saw him as a competition because he found him handsome .... too handsome, cool, loud, outspoken, friendly, cool, arrogant ... a bit like him. He hated him ... but as he got to know him, he realised how sweet and carrying he was toward everybody. He treated everybody the same, from the manager to the hairdresser or the cleaning guy, he gave respect to everybody, love animals, love his job ... he didn't even breakdown when he got bashed by all the antis ... Baekho and him actually made  a bet, saying that he would quit after 2 weeks ... but Jason was stronger than that. He just laughed at the antis comment and kept his focus on the band. Aron respected him from that. It was noble and admirable. 

Jason kept a lot for himself , always smiling and joking around. Only on that night when he brokedown in his bed when they were in Korea  ... because of the pressure, he was home sick,  he missed his family and ... his ex Leo. Nobody knew about Leo except him because Jason told him.

On that night around 3 am, he heard a noise in the dark. Jason was crying in silence in his bed. Aron hesitated but in the end, he followed his instinct, he went in his bed, took him in his arms and lend him a shoulder to cry. he didn't ask any questions and let him talk. Jason told him that he felt better ... but he didn't want the other to know.  Aron felt special. For everybody else, he seemed closer to Ren but in fact, they shared more secrets. 

After that they started to spend more and more time together. And he started to feel more attract to Jason ... but because of that, he was getting confused, he didn't know how to act around him when they were in public, so if he couldn't avoid him, he would act cold. But Jason didn't changed. He was still nice and carrying.

'' Fck ! I can't do ! '' He grabbed his jacket and decided to go for a walk. 

 Meanwhile Ren was having a chat with Jason.

" Thank you hyung, for the cake and the hot chocolate. "

" My treat ! " He answered smiling at him.

" Jason hyung ... your Korean is getting better, so I think I should give up learning Chinese and just teach you Korean. I am a lost cause." 

" No, don't give up ... you can at least learn just basic verbs, it will help you even if you cannot make sentences."

" Okay ! I will try and ... I wanted to say sorry. "

" Sorry ? Why sorry ? "

" Since we arrived in China, you always look after me. At the airport, when the creepy fan came to give me flowers,  you got scared and protected me. If he had a gun you would be dead because of me  ... "

" But that's okay ... I really don't mind Ren."

"Yesterday you got in an accident because of me. "

"Ren you shouldn't worry about it. I am there to protect you and I will protect you no matter what. "

" But you aren't that protective with the others ..."

" You are the youngest and when I was in Korea, you were the first one who made me feel like home ... I guess everytime I sense a danger around you, unconsciously I remember it ... and you are such a great person, you are beautiful, kind, so pure ... of course I have to look after you. "

Ren blushed and looked away.

" Did I say something wrong ? " Jason asked a bit worry.

"No ... nobody never said that to me. Thank you. "

" I still have the doll you gave me ... at least when you will be gone, I will have something to remember you. "

" I wish they could make you part of Nu'est ... forever ... "

" You know it's impossible. But don't be sad, I am already happy, just being here with you makes me very happy Ren. " He smiled at him.

Ren felt his heart beating faster. Every single word coming from Jason mouth, was reaching him straight to the heart.  He sound sincere and meant every word he said.

" Would you do anything for me ? "

" Of course Ren ! Just ask ! "

" For the time we will stay in China,  will you be my knight in shining armour and watch after me days and nights  ? "

Ren watched as Jason left his sit facing him, knelt down on one knee in front of him and held his right hand in his. He didn't seems to care that people inside or outside the coffee could see him.

" I feel so honored that you are asking me that. I will make sure to protect you Ren. For the short time you are spending in China, everyday I will make you feel like home. Promise. "

Ren Blushed, Jason was looking at him straight in the eyes, smiling at him. He leaned his face and gave a kiss on Jason's lips. Jason closed his eyes and accepted the kiss.

 

What they didn't know was that outside, Aron was looking at them. He wanted to go for a walk and remember that Jason told him in which coffee they were hanging out, he decided to go there and this is what he saw from the window: Jason kneeling in front of Ren and Ren kissing him. He felt a ball in his stomach, a pain in his heart ....

Aron look at the cellphone in his hand, he still has Jason's last text message in display:

'' y Jason Luv u more Oppa  ... "

 

 He couldn't even remember the last time he cried ... why did he feels like crying now ? Jason and Ren have the right to do what they want. So why is he mad ? Why is he sad ? Why does he feels betrayed ? 

" no you don't love me Jason ... you can't love me like I love you and you will never do. '' are the last words he thoughts before walking away from the scene, 1 mn more there and he knew he would probably broke in tears.