Obsession
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ANNYEONG ANNYEONG ANNYEONG~
this is based on jonghyun oppa's song in their new album lucifer kekeke~~~
i was orginially gnna dedicate it to my eonni, newjongki but when i read the lyrics i was like,
"nope. NO. WAY."
coz the lyrics r like...sad and tlks bout breaking up and i dont want tht to happen to my eonni and her hubby kekeke~~~
so anyways...
i wont b officially starting this fic till i finish my onew fic called your name.
kekeke
once again its a song fic based on onew oppas lyrics keke~~~
anyways...
if u wanna read tht in the mean time then feel free keke
but i gotta say...it mite not b good ><
anyways...i hope u will subscribe anyways..kekeke~~~
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Love is something that is unpredictable,
It can cause great happiness and care,
But it can stab with hatred and disdain at ones heart.
It can show someone's true identity in the eyes of another,
It can betray the eyes of their peers,
It can remain in someone's heart forever and yet not be there at the same time.
Hate is a spark that can flair in a moment of indecision
In that very moment, everything is forgotten.
Love, pain, care, disgust.
Everything.
A tear that causes pain and despair,
A tear with sadness filled to the brim,
A tear with the past inside it the is coming out, longed to be forgotten.
*
Why must things always turn out this way?
I ask myself again and again.
My love for you is suffocating,
My love for you is overwhelming.
My love for you is unbearable.
You make me smile so wide.
You make me laugh so loudly.
You make me love you so very much.
But..
You make me cry so hard,
You make me hate you like I've never hated someone before,
You make me want to kill you.
I love you.
I love you for your kindness.
I love you for your caring.
I love you...for loving me.
I hate you.
I hate you for your idiocy,
I hate you for your honesty,
I hate you...for leaving me.
Obsession...
Maybe I'm obsessed with you.
Maybe I'm just wanting to be loved.
Maybe I want you to be mine forever.
Obsession.
Foreword
My hands tremble more]
I’ll lose my focus shortly
Why my broken legs standing here
I can’t even remember, I become scared
Where are you, who has laughing until just now
(Why) Have fun noises left me? You’re far away
(Why) Is it getting dim? These scars are like shackles
*Curse me, curse me for letting go
Don’t leave me, my collapsed heart
Don’t leave me alone, I’m screaming
Want you, I want you like crazy
Your lips that left me shouldn’t love
Don’t love me, I threw you away
All I wanted was simply to give you an endless love
I had no idea that more excessive love would strangle you
Those days when I was torn from my wounded heart
A love that lost its way, I fill up with tears
(Why) Is it that I still only bring out sad hellos
(Why) Just until today, don’t push me away
*Repeat
I hope that you’ll catch on
That I’m a different you
I even embrace your
Nightmare from last night
Don’t let go of my hand
*Repeat
Your side, your side that has become cold
Don’t leave me, my torn heart
Don’t become even further away
Although I’m holding your hand
Remember, end it, I can’t forget you
I won’t forget my pain of being thrown away
I can’t forget it, you gave it to me
Even the reason I love became a sin
The deep wounds slowly
Burnt up and turned to ash
But to forget will be more painful than to lose it
As I kill my breath, I’m going to die
From the agony of goodbye
Bring it back to that moment
Don’t throw me away
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