TIFFANY'S POV

i was on my way to the verandah since seohyun told me jessi was there. as soon as i get there i saw jessi sitting drinking coffee while reading a book. i walked close to her.

" do you need something?" she asked still eyes on her book.

" jess..about what happened earlier..." i was trying to explain when she talked

" like i've said i dont care" she said coldly.

" jessi..why do you hate me so much?" i asked looking down. she still reading the book. silence surrounds us after a while she decided to break the silence

" she's so loud, so annoying, she always smiles,she's so bubbly, were opposites..all of that..i hate it..i hate it a lot..but as the time goes by i suddenly had an urge to protect her, to make her happy.." i looked at her she's reading the book..but why does it seems like its about me and jessi?

"..i became her bestfriend. a person she share her smiles and her tears..i'm always by her side but little did i know every smile she gave every tears she shed..makes me fall for her unknowingly..at first i didnt know until i realized my heart wont ache for no reason.. it wont hurt like this..as i fell for her deeper..the pain grew..it grew.." she closes the book and looked away..

" why i hate you?..because you smile a lot..you're smile simply makes me envy you..i envy how happy you are, how bubbly you are while me i'm miserable..i cant even remember a single thing about my past..my heart is covered by the thick ice and i dont even know why"

" jessi.." i called her softly as my tears falls down

" but actually it's okay for me if i cant remember any