I was always alone.

   People never talked to me.

   I try to apporach them, but they never reply. 

   They leave, like I'm some kind of disease.

   Sometimes I just want to kill myself.

   I don't want to live my life alone.

   There were times when I try to commit suicide, but I am always stopped by someone.

   I realised that it was because of him.

   Why do you want me to live?