I have a girlfriend and she's y as hell. Let me repeat that, my girlfriend is y as hell and guys would stare at her whenever she walk past. I must have saved a country in my past life to be able to be with someone like her. She's gorgeous, amazing, smart, funny, cute and I can go on and on with every positive vocabulary you can find in a dictionary just to define her. 

My girlfriend is one of those girls that you find in fairytales, perfect face, perfect heart and she's every mans' dream. She loves to cook, bake, she loves children, she's a family person and she's down-to-earth. I can't even worry about being bored, she keeps me occupied every single time. She is someone that I treasure and I want to please with all my heart.

I'm her boyfriend, the small-built person, with nothing to offer except for love and admiration. How did I end up with her? What I know is that my first meeting with her is when I looked a little different back then. Long hair, a very loose shirt and shoes that no guy would ever want to wear. I knew her from then and she was the only one who greeted me with a very wide smile, a sweet wide smile to be more specific.

Oh wait! There was also another person who talked to me that day.

"You're hot!" That was the first thing I heard coming out of the guy behind me. He said those first few words to my girlfriend to be honest. He is one of the guys that are cool and funny. A photocopy of the jocks you see in school, except maybe he is of a smaller size! His name is Chen, this guy is as steady as no one I have ever seen, stubborn, calm and he doesn't care about what others say about him. Maybe that's why he's still here with me. I can remember his attempt to tackle my girlfriend last time but she ended up with me instead. it broke him a little but he claimed that he was back on his feet after a few days. I had trouble burying all the guilt I felt everytime I'm near him, he's ok now though. 

He stood strong beside me, a close friend that I have always wanted and I am even fine with it if my parents adopted him as their son. It would be great to have a brother just like him, he always shows support and is there for me all the time when I need to share something with. Sometimes, I argue with my girl and he was there to listen to everything I want to blurt out and rant on. 

Ok, we are getting out of topic now.

So me and my girlfriend started dating about 3 months ago even though we have spent almost a year together. I mean, I can understand, no one can really accept me for who I am because I'm just different, ok? When we started dating, everyone around us started judging her and me. No one wanted to accept the reality except for Chen of course. He was fine with it although he was a tiny little wee bit disappointed by my girl's choice, well, because obviously he knew who I was then and still am today, only a little bit different.

To be honest, if I wasn't who I am right now, I would have judged me and her too, for dating each other. It's something that's not dificult to reveal but it's just too difficult to understand. Normal people won't understand this so I hope to those who is going to read my story, please place your normal brain in pause mode and think broadly. Think really broadly, at least just for my story. So, now that I got your attention, let me rewind back to third paragraph.

I remember the day when I first met my girlfriend, I was with my long wavy hair, a white dress that raviates decency and a pair of wedges that matches the summer outift I was wearing to my first day of school. Yes, I'm a girl and I have a girlfriend, you can call me Ray!