Make the best of every situation
Chanyeol...
Turns out, my dad had packed up my things while I was with Hyunji and moved them into Lee Ann's house. I had my own bedroom across the hall from Chanyeol's. He even offered to give me his since his was bigger and had a bathroom. But I refused. He asked because he thought it was a brotherly gesture. So therefore, I didn't want to take him up on it.
Lee Ann was sure glad to invite me in her house, which I guess is mine since Dad is selling ours. Yep, I'm expected to move here. Great, eh? No, not at all. I've been here for a few weeks now and I customized my room to be how I wanted it. I didn't make it like my old room with good reason: It would be a constant reminder of my old life if I did. I definately didn't want to dwell on the past. Even if it WAS a good one.
Also, my mom hasn't made contact with me at all. That's fine. She needs to figure things out. Just like I do. Like, what I'm going to tell me friends when they want a sleepover. Or what I'm going to say about Chanyeol. I didn't owe them an explanation, but I did for Hanna. And as for my foot? It was as good as broke at the moment. Sure, the doc said it's going to heal, but it'll still take a while for that to happen.
I decided to keep a record of everything that happens in every day. One day I might just want to turn it into a book or something cheesy like that. Or I might find the pleasure in burning all these terrible memories in hope of erasing the pain.
Sun:
Today Chanyeol had his friends over and I had to lock myself in my new room because we promised each other we wouldn't say anything until we knew WHAT to say.
Mon:
Well, I avoided my friends today. That is, except for Hanna because she wouldn't stop saying how sorry she was that I got hurt.
And now it's Tuesday, and things couldn't be worse. I go to fourth period and instantly am ambushed into rapid questions from Min Gi and Baekhyun. I should call them the Queen and King of Gossip Twins. Yeah. Sounds about right.
Fourth period is math. Unfortunately, Chanyeol is in this class. Fortunately, he's across the other side of the room. There's something that nobody knows about Chanyeol that I know. He is a totally geek when it comes to math and science. See, you got computer geeks, drama geeks, and then there's math and science geeks. Chanyeol is athletic, but he has a secret side that his mom probably doesn't even know about. And 'cause of that, I am proud.
I tried avoiding eye contact with Chanyeol all, in return receiving several confused stares from my friends, including Hanna. But at the end of class Chanyeol just HAD to come up to me and tell me about the plans tonight. I was going to meet more of Chanyeol's family. Greeeat.
After school I ditched my friends and drove home with Chanyeol and his friends. We finally decided just to say that we were friends for the moment. It wasn't exactly a lie. But it certainly wasn't even close to the truth.
They dropped us off and I
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