Thawed

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What are these alien feelings unknown to me—love, hate, anger, despair? I wonder about love above all. I believe I knew all about it before; it was beautiful, warm and wonderful.Could I have been wrong? Nowadays I’m not so sure.

Curiosity: that was all that’s left to me. Since that day, it was as if all these emotions left my being; except curiosity. So tell me, how do I find their meanings if I myself am feeling so… unlovable?

All my life I have prioritized the safety and happiness of the people around me. It was my duty, my responsibility—my curse. I was cursed with this burden since birth; only to care for others while having no one to do such things for me. In this world the strong pray on the weak, and those with nothing get spit on.

But it doesn’t matter anymore. My time is almost up, and although I cannot spare to ponder about it, how do I get away when I am so… unnoticeable?