I wasn’t too close to all SNSD members at all, since I spend most of my days in my apartment doing some research and studying. Since I started a master degree in Korea and the other time was for my girlfriend…. But it wasn’t my fault only they were busy with their schedule that rarely got time for them….   Tiffany, Taeyeon and Sooyoung were the only ones I was closer….   I meet Tiffany and Taeyeon because the follow Yuri to one of our dates. Me and Yuri were secretly dating so they were worry of the way Yuri were acting so the follow her. It was funny but I end up making good friends. Sooyoung and I  meet in a cafeteria, she bump with me in the line and we end up sitting together since she ask me if we could sit together so in that time I was waiting for Yuri that time so in the end we told Sooyoung about us…..    I treasure those memories so much, that makes me so sad….   So today I decide to try for the last time to call them, if this time they don’t respond I will never try to do it again…. In all this time I did not get any call or message back, no one ever respond…so I think it will be so stupid to keep trying….   I decide to call Tiffany, she is very special to me, she always helps me…. she became my sister… I call her; it was hard to contact her since she is not used to accept calls of strangers….. I try a few times and nothing…. Aishh why she doesn’t responds to stranger numbers, she needs to start doing it…. What if something importa