" What's your problem actually? " Sooyoung noona asking me

" You know what is my problem noona " I say

I'm walking towards the door and sit on the bench outside of my house. I can see Sooyoung noona is walking to me. I just make a 'don't care' face and let her sits next  to me.

" It's a little confusing you know. It's not a little. It's a big problem! " She's raising her voice

" Shhh... you might make the people wake up from their dreams! " I reply

Yeah it's so confusing and a big problem. Some people say I'm a playboy. But, who are these people? They know me well? They are a mind reader? What?

My life motto is 'being nice to everybody' I'm a sweet person. I'm being sweet with everybody even though that someone is a guy.

" You shouldn't give her a hope from the beginning! " Sooyoung noona says and nearly makes me feel like 'I want to slap your mouth!'

" Aigooo~ noona, I'm not. Just I seriously like her. But, she has a boyfriend that time! So I thought she won't take it serious! " I make a sad face

" You like 3 girls in the same time? What are you? " She says

Yes, I like three girls in the same time. The first one is Victoria, she's a nice girl and I know how much she loves me. The second girl is, Eyoung. She's more to my dongsaeng, we share our problems, being sweet with each other even though she has a boyfriend but I think, she's actually just confused. The last one is Joyeon, she's amazing. She makes my days. I'm happy but she makes me being the happiest person in the world!

" Yes noona~ I don' knowt what am I either. The first, Vicky, she's caring and concern person. But she has her own ego and selfishness. Those things make me sick when we were arguing. She doesn't understand me.  You know me right? I'm a sweet person. I'm being sweet even though with a guy.  I've told her, I'm gonna be a serious person when I have a girlfriend. Eyoung, she's like a dongsaeng to me. I love it when she becomes a sweet and 'baby-like' person. She's the one who'll stand by my side. The one who understands me the most. But she has a boyfriend. And... Joyeon, she's amazing. It's hard to read her. You know, I don't even know whether she likes me or not. But when I'm with her, I think I'm the happiest guy in the world. " I look up at the sky.

" Dongjunnie, who do you think you love the most? " She looks at me deeply

" Noona, I love 'her' the most. But, I can't be with her. I don't want to ruin anything. So maybe I'll just let her go. And the two... it's hard to choose. I want 'her', but I'm afraid the other one might hurt, if I want the other one, I'm afraid I'm gonna lose her forever. " I say with tearing eyes

" Aigooo~ You can't cry. You must be strong. Do you want my advise? " She pats my shoulder

" Yes " I nod and look at her

" If you fall in love with two people, choose the second one. Because if you love the first one, you won't fall in love with the second one. " She says

" But noona, I'm in love with three people " I look at her deeply with tearing eyes

" Dongjunnie, you said you want to let 'her' go right? So you need to let 'her' go sincerely. You still have the two. And you need to make only a choice. Thinks carefully Dongjunnie or you might lose them both. " She smiles and walks into the house.

" Noona was right. I need to make a choice. You can do this Kim Dongjun! " I say to myself