Hello!

I've just watched videos about Yoona's sadness when Soshi talk about « moms » [off-limits] topic (and also, Tiffany, of course..) and it makes me very sad and i cried a lot..

I love all the members so much, and seeing them with tears on their eyes, trying to control themselves in front of us, that's just breaks my heart.

Then, this is a special story with TaeNy, but it's still a SooNa's story.

/! NB : we officialy don't know exactly yoona's story -> i'm definitely NOT SURE of each thing i wrote.

This is her private life, by the way, and we have to respect it.

I forgot to congrats SNSD for YTMA « I Got A Boy », and also for « Best Female Group » in MAMA. I voted too, and i'm the proudest fan ever.
Forever a Sone. Love you Sones from all around the world, we are a huge family.

 

-I hope you'll like this story-

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*sm building*

• • yes, i know dad.. ok.. ok ok.. yeah, i agree.. next sunday ?.. yes ?.. oh, i see.. i have to go, dad.. yeah, ok.. i'll call you back later.. ok.. me too ! beep beep
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• • everything is fine, yoona ? asked sunny walking around

Yoona didn't answer, she was lost on her thoughts

• • yoona ? is there someone ? w-oh ? asked again sunny trying to have yoona's attention
• • o-oh, i'm sorry, yes, what did you ask ?
• • i was just wondering is everything is ok ? looking at yoona's phone
• • oh.. oh.. hum, yes, just my dad who was calling me ^^ i have to go on a family time next week, that's why, ahah !
• • that's so cool ! :D you should be happy, you'll see your family for a while.. oh lucky you are, i envy you !
• • i'm lucky, right :) soona smiled at sunny
• • i'll join the girls at the restaurant, do you come with me ? :)
• • i'll just.. i'll just putting my bag at the dorms, leave without me ! i'll be there in 10mns
• • ok deer, see u !
• • see u

*returning to the dorms*

• • sooyooungie ?
• • oh, hi yoona ! soo is with tiffany outside, she'll be back in a few minutes
• • why is she with tiffany.. ?
• • .. you know.. hum.. tomorrow will be an important date for tiffany, a sad day..
• • a..a sad day ?
• • about her mom.. you see ?
• • oh gosh, yes excuse me, i didn't made the link..
• • no probs.. i was with her all day, trying to make her smile and feel better but it's not easy..
• • i can imagine.. does she call her family tomorrow ?
• • yes, she’ll do
• • ok..
• • i’m not sure if tiffany would like to go out tonight, i’ll probably stay with her..
• • you’ll stay here ?
• • i think so
• • we can let you the flat, if you need it..
• • you’re cute, don’t worry, we’ll go in our bedroom
• • ok..
• • thanks yoong, it was nice
• • .. or sooyoung and i can cook you something ?
• • you’re absolutely adorable, it’ll be good, thank you
• • as you want..
• • you should stay with sooyoung, tonight
• • i would love it but we.. we have to go to the restaurant..
• • it’s not an obligation, yoona
• • i don’t know..
• • ahah, no ! you have to see it with her, but you’re not often together those times, it can be a great opportunity 
• • yes, i agree
• • then, you know what you have to do
• • it’s just.. i’m a bit tired, i don’t want to go out but if you stay here with tiffany and i don’t want to disturb you either..
• • you’ll not ! as i said, we’ll stay in our bedroom :)
• • you’re very sure ?
• • of course ! and you also live here, you can stay
• • ok..

Tiffany and Sooyoung openned the door a few seconds after.

• • we’re back, tae’
• • hello you, said taeyeon before kissing softly tiffany’s lips, sooyoung there is someone for you too !
• • wh-what.. ?
• • good evening, soo’.. said yoona very shyly
• • oh, yoona ! repplied a happy sooyoung running towards her yoona   
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Yoona didn’t dare to move because she thought Sooyoung didn’t want to kiss her too much in front of the others. But she was wrong. Sooyoung seriously missed Yoona this day, she didn’t even knew why, but she was super duper happy to see her again. She got closer to her and naturally kissed her, Taeyeon and Tiffany looked at them and smiled in front of this cuteness overload.

• • by the way, baby, do you want to hang out tonight ?
• • i’m not sure.. no, not really..
• • i understand, i said to yoona we’ll probably stay in our bedroom
• • i prefer to do that, yes..

Tiffany hugged tightly Taeyeon and put her head on her shoulder and closed her eyes because she was, like Yoona, very tired.

• • i’ll prepare you a proper dinner, ok ?
• • .. i can eat it on the bed ? *pout* tiffany
• • .. why are you so cute ? gosh.. of course you can !
• • then, okay :)
• • sooyoung ? yoona ?
• • yes ?
• • you can stay, if you want a face-to-face tonight
• • but.. and the girls ?
• • i’ll call them to say tiffany and i will not going out tonight, i can also say it for you two
• • yoona, you want to stay here ?
• • .. i’m not in a good mood to go out tonight..
• • ok, then we stay here :)
• • nice, see you later !
• • see you girls !

Taeyeon and Tiffany went to their bedroom.

• • you look a bit sad, yoong..
• • no, why do you say that ? no..
• • […]
• • […]
• • do you want to talk about it ?
• • i’ll annoy you..
• • yoona.. firstly, you never annoy me and secondly, we share our pain together
• • […]
• • what ?
• • .. i just realized how important you are, for me..
• • .. baby.. come with me, we’ll talk in our bedroom

Sooyoung and Yoona, in their turn, went also to their bedroom. Yoona was seatted on their couple bed and Sooyoung was still stand up.

• • did someone tell you something not nice or.. ?
• • no no, it’s more complicate..
• • […]
• • i don’t know how to explain it to you..
• • you can tell my everything, yoongie..
• • i know, but i never talk to you about this topic before..
• • oh ?
• • this is very private and..
• • if you don’t want to tell me, don’t do it, yoona..
• • .. no i want, i need to tell it to you.. because i trust you and you always make me feel better..
• • then take your time, i’m listenning
• • […]
• • […]
• • do you.. do you think if.. if my mom knows that i exist.. she’ll be proud of m-me.. ? asked yoona starting to cry a little
• • y-yoona.. why.. why do you..
• • […]
• • o-of course she’ll be, you’re incredibly talented, clever and so pretty
• • […]
• • yoona..
• • why did she abandoned me, unnie ? why me ? why !?
• • i.. i just..
• • it’s my fault..
• • of course not ! yoong, it’s not your fault, never think that !
• • then.. why..
• • maybe she didn’t had the choice..
• • but i needed a mom, too.. like everyone..
• • i know..
• • it was difficult when i was young.. all my friends asked me why did i not had a mom and i didn’t knew what to say..
• • i'm sorry, baby..
• • i’ll never know, soo..
• • […]
• • i can’t be sad in front of tiffany because she lost her mom and it’s harder than me probably but i didn’t even know her..
• • .. my love, it’s also hard for you.. it’s not like tiffany ok, but it’s difficult too, don’t underestimate it..
• • .. you find the good words.. repplied yoona starting to cry a lot
• • yoona, look at me..

Yoona put her head up and look at Sooyoung. She was stood with her arms wide open. She doesn't even think to something else and got up to snuggle up to her lover. Sooyoung was wearing a big and large sweat, because we were in winter. Her cuddle was reassuring and warming. Yoona couldn’t and wouldn’t go away of Sooyoung’s arms. Even if she was litteraly crying, she felt a bit better. Sooyoung tightened again her sad lover and started having tears on her eyes, too. She always wanted to make Yoona smiled and the fact to see her in this mood was heart breaking for her.

• • yoona.. do you think of your mom often.. ?
• • .. sometimes, yeah..
• • […]
• • that’s depends of the day..
• • and it makes you sad everytime, like that ?
• • .. yes.. but i try to don’t show it
• • you internalize your feelings.. even with me ?
• • i.. i want to talk to you about that but this is difficult for me..
• • ok..
• • but it’s not you.. i’m not affraid to cry in front of you.. or in your arms, like now..
• • and you’re right, i’ll always be there when you’re sad
• • i know.. and that’s why you’re important and irreplaceable for me..
• • you are too, yoong
• • […]
• • and you know what ? about your mom.. i’m 99% sure she regrets to didn’t see you growing up
• • […]
• • if she looks at you now, she just cannot say to herself another thing
• • but it’s too late..
• • you’re so loved, yoona, don’t worry.. other members’s moms are here for you..
• • i know.. they help me a lot..
• • and sometimes it’s not the « blood » who is important.. but the heart
• • you mean.. ?
• • even if they are not a part of your « real » family, they are all the same because they love you in this way
• • yes..
• • […]
• • […]
• • i have an idea, you’ll go on the bed, under the covers and i’ll prepare you a hot drink and some other things to eat, ok ? and i’ll join you under the cover and we’ll watch your favorite movie !
• • baby..
• • yes ?
• • you’re the best..
• • i just love you, i take care of you, my girl..
• • i love you, too.. even more..
• • more ?
• • .. sometimes, i wish i will be with you during my entire life..
• • you mean.. huh ?
• • yes, you understood..
• • oh.. yoona..
• • i know, i’m so nice and cute, ahah
• • let’s have future plans together !
• • ok, but before, let’s watch a movie together
• • i’ll be back with everything we need for that
• • ok.. future wifey.. said yoona staring at sooyoung because she was still in her arms

Sooyoung didn’t know what to say because… her heart was on the way to explose. She was so happy to heard that from Yoona. She was absolutely amazing. Sooyoung smiled and played a little with Yoona’s small nose. She got out her girlfriend of her arms and went to the kitchen to looked for food and drinks for tonight.

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