Super Show 5 Manila was one hell of a performance, I was more than overjoyed (elated will be an understatement!) throughout the show I just can't believe what my eyes was seeing. My boys infront of me performing, no need for buff, internet connection be damned, no screen, no filters needed. Just them in the flesh with their pores, milky white skin, awesome dancing skill and soothing voice all over me. Thank you God for this once in a lifetime chance to see them in great view. (I'm not gonna cry) 

 

Donghae, My Love. LEE DONGHAE! The man I fell deeply, crazy, head over heels inlove with 4 years ago, The only man who made me this effin crazy. Asked "Will you be my girlfriend?! Call me crazy, like I care. But I felt the question was just for me. So who am I to refuse?! And so I screamed on the top of my lungs. YES!. It was my second time seeing him upclose. And still handsome as ever. His adams apple, his oh-so-famous-tongue never fails to make me love him more. After seeing all 11 boys I can truly say you're still my number 1 while the rest comes next. I love you sweetheart. 

 

Hyukjae. My Dancing Machine. LEE HYUKJAE. Let me just ask you. What the hell have you done to me last night?!! You were all over my view.. (Showing off much?!) Hyuk was always on the right side while Hae was on the left, though I love Hae with all of me, I can't afford to stretch my neck too much nor run to the other side (well its not allowed) since I'm on the left side just to have a glimpse of my fishy. So I choose the best alternative. FOCUS ON HYUKJAE! Yes (*Insert Siwon's voice) focus!. he was just an inch away from me. Oh! God bless my eyes. That body. That body, again. That BODY!!! What can I say?!! I'am at loss for words. Extra rice please.. 

 

Heechul. My one and only Diva, KIM HEECHUL. woo-yo biccal Kim Heechul, Saranghaeyo Kim Heechul! You cried on those words admit it dear, Why? did you miss the stage? Or did you miss us ELF?! I wanted to thank you for coming. And we are truly honored that you graced the Philippines on your first Super Show after your two years of mandatory military service. Thank you Heenim (takes a bow). Nothing has changed your still you. Our biggest star! And as promised before you left though you said not to wait for you, we've waited. And it's all worth it. 

 

Kangin. Korea's number one handsome guy, Kim Young Woon. You indeed held on that title with great pride, and I must say it suites you well. You're more than just hadsome to me. Your image flashes on my head everytime I think of SS5 Manila, manly, well-built, amazing voice, killer smile, what more can I ask for. I'm happy seeing you enjoying yourself during the show. The crowd fell inlove with you more. And I bet you felt it too. Were you crying when we were screaming Kangin?! Please don't, you deserve all the love. What happens in the past remains in the past. ELFs had forgot everything about it, so you must too. Arasseo?!! 

 

Sungmin, My Aegyo king. LEE SUNGMIN. you were sick right?!! Am so sorry for making you work so hard instead of letting you rest. My heart aches everytime I see you sniff on those colds. Truly sorry Minnie. But what you did on SS5 Manila was not to be sorry for. Seeing you as Hyuna made me think, is that guy really sick or just pretending?! Mamma mia!! You are one hell of a gorgeous man.. What did your mom ate when you were on her tummy to come out that beautiful?! And there you are saying. "I'm OLD". Are you mocking me?! If your old, well then, what does that make me?!! Hello!! We're both from 86line. You beautiful fox. 

 

Siwon, My Prince. CHOI SIWON. Your english improved so much. That dimples can't be hide. I'm just kind of disappointed. WHY DIDN'T YOU TAKE THAT SHIRT OFF?! (paki explain? Labyu) well, better luck next time on Super Show maybe?! Oh that came from your own mouth your highness! Don't blame me. Though I don't want to have my babies with you since the righful owner of my ovaries is Donghae and Donghae alone, hearing you say those words (I wanna make babies with you too)  then covering your mouth, I bet you weren't aware of what you were uttering, and the consequence that goes with it. come on Shi, this is Philippines were talking, we take challenges by heart. So see you on Super Show ? You better be ready! 

 

Wookie. My Eternal Maknae. KIM RYEOWOOK. were you so tired lastnight?! I felt like you weren't enjoying so much. Feeling bad?!. I just can't feel your energy when you were dancing BONAMANA, and then you sang How Am I Suppose to Live Without You. Who.am.I.fooling?! If you don't have the energy then how can you sing that song wholeheartedly, felt like angels singing. Sorry for downgrading you with that one performance. I forgot you're not so much of a dancer but an awesome ballader. By the way you are so cute. Noona loves you bigtime!. 

 

Kyuhyunnie. My Evil Maknae. CHO KYUHYUN. Lets talk. how long did it take for you to learn those tagalog words? Tell me. Because I'm impressed. And those English honey. "Oh My God, Unbelievable, Thank you so muchie" amazing indeed. The way you hyped us with your "Yes Yes Yow" and teased us with " you know?" Then pause "I Love Philippines so muchie." Where did you learn that from?! Hmm.. Tell me tell me tell me?! You brat! How can you make my heart move a bit. But on a serious note, your God-given voice that made my legs lose it strength, made my eyes shed a tear. and gave me goosebumps. Where did it came from?! From the heart?! I felt it was so sincere that I cried. Thank you my Angel Maknae (throws up with the word) sorry honey, but let the word angel be reserved on our leader okay?, You will always be my Evil Maknae who sings heavenly. 

 

Shindong, My Dung guri dong dong. SHINDONGHEE. To those people who said he's a nuissance to the group since his fat and not that good looking compare to the other members. You better think again! Because for 1. He's not that fat and number 2. He is sooooo good looking, I myself was shock when I saw him. Very cute! And let me add he is one hell of an awesome dancer. Hyukjae must be scared everytime he sees Shindong dances, he even admitted it that Shindong is better than him. Seeing him dance live was jaw dropping. And the way he converts mellow songs into RnB during the talk was kindah funny, well. Thats our funny man Shindong, but no doubt he has some voice to show. 

 

Mochie. My HENRY LAU. of all the members who came to the Philippines I felt like you were the most excited. The way you said "Wow! It feels good to be back" touched me all the way to the inner core of my heart. And the staff said you kept whinning on the airport saying "I'm staying here" only proves how much you love this country, we love you more, remember what we said to you before look at the star above thats how much we love you, we were as much upset as you are as we part our ways last night. But you'll come back right?! We'll see each other again soon, and besides you can visit us any time. You are very welcome my dear. Feel free. 

 

Mimi. My Zhou Mi. I dont know much about you and I'm truly sorry. I swear I had to search the internet just to know your nickname (what a shame!) sorry. The way you smile lastnight lightens up the whole arena. The way you sing amazes me. Did you feel the love lastnight?! For us PhELF you are a member not just a member of a sub-group. So cheer up. Feel the pride of being a Super Junior member. Because you are a member. Just like Henry you are welcome here in the Philippines. And just like how you translate your last ment into three languange "Wo Ai Ni, I love you, Mahal ko kayo" it has to be answered back. "Wo ye ai ni, I love you too, Mahal din kita". 

 

Just what Hyukjae said, "We will be back for Super Show 6, with the other members" so I'll wait for the two leaders,. Leeteuk as the sole group leader and Yesung as the lead vocalist. For now take care of your health and serve well. We can wait. Even it takes a lifetime (just two years please). 

 

Exactly 15 hours after my SS5 Manila experience I'm still hyped up, i mean never mind the bloodshot eyes, my hoarsed voice, my throbbing headache. It was all nothing compare to how happy I was. It was one of THE happiest moment of my life. I felt like being an ELF is a blessing from above. To think i was born in September that makes my birth stone Sapphire blue. Being superbly happy by just staring at them, making you smile by just simply thinking of them, inspiring you on your lowest moment, being inlove 100 times all day every day. PRICELESS. 

 

I've heard a lot of hate words of me liking K-Pop, heard insults on my boys that I just can't take and makes me cry. I just always remind myself that they are ignorant, they do not know, nor they don't have the slightest idea what these boys have done in my life. I'm crazy. Fine! Weird?! I take it. Id rather be happyly crazy, weirdly myself, than pretend to be someone else I'm not. This is me. They are my boys, this my fandom. Everlasting Friend.

 

I'm an ELF AND ALWAYS WILL BE. ❤️