You Don't Know Love

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Cherry blossoms fell quickly rather than floating in the air like they usually do. Sometimes, it makes one wonder if relationships fall the same way. Since when did the love disappear between two people? Walking through the same street that two couples used to, now only one walks the same way while the other never came back to even say hi. I stood there and wondered if I shouldn’t have walked back to the same road we used to.

I remember how I used to place an arm around you like the guy who would selfishly claim you as mine. The trees wither quickly, like the shield I built from feeling love again which you gave me. At the backyard where we used to play, I sat alone on the swing and remembered the time you would stand on what’s supposed to be sat on and swung your way. Are you perhaps, going fine by yourself?

Sigh.

The bakery nearby that sold your favorite bread with meat aroma spread as I passed by. I was reminded of you again and I held onto the necklace you gave me on our anniversary. I looked up at the clouds and wondered; are you feeling as free as they are? When we were together, was I chaining you too much you couldn’t take it? Regrets come back too much, and it pains my heart to remember such memories.

Your smell lingered on my blanket which I haven’t washed for a long time. The birds sat on my window and sang, are you singing freely as they are? I remember your sweet voice, and the words that came along with it. The words that almost sang ‘I love you’ to me every day, how could I forget? Would you ever forgive me, if I said I changed my mind about us?

If I wasn’t like this, would we love each other back?

As I move more in the town we used to tour around together, I see couples like we used to be. As they walked close to each other, made me wonder how we became far from each other. Nobody knew what happened to us, even me. The old church you used to tell me you’ll vow in front of just looked back at me, waiting for you to hold my hand and see us happy together. Disappointed, I bet that the church is looking at me now with pity in its eyes.

Grabbing my car keys, I just started the engine and drove. Not knowing I was back at the same place we used to be, I saw the church standing tall, as if showing itself in front of me. I sighed in defeat and parked, climbed the stairs and wondered why I felt pulled to a memory we used to share together.

I felt like I was paralyzed.

The tall man who wore his polo shirt crumpled and plain cropped jeans, stylish in a simple manner. The giant I used to love was standing right in front of me. Holding his car keys, I forgot to wonder what my facial reaction was.

His usual cardigan and unstylish look, his ruffled hair and cute eyes that always managed to make me say ‘yes’; he’s here. Yes, right in front of my eyes, with the same expression as I have.

Did he come back for me?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

A/N: Guess who's the POV? Baekhyun then Chanyeol, correct. :)