“You are our leader...”

 

 

That is what I am... Yet I deny the responsibility.

 

 

I am no 'Leader'.

Stop it.

 

 

A 'Leader' is strong and is someone who does not break.

But I have already been broken.

 

 

Alcohol has touched my tongue.

Cigarettes have hung between my lips.

Drugs have put me in a hospital bed.

 

 

I beg of you, don't keep smiling at me as if I was an angel.

 

 

Why do you defend me?

They are right... I am no 'Leader'.

 

 

Go away!

Don't stay here!

Please...

They could do the same thing too you...

 

 

“You know... You should become a mother one day, you're a natural.”

I can't go through it again. Three abortions is enough for me!

 

 

“Show me the world. From what you have said, I have seen none.”

No... Don't listen to me! You do not want to see the things I have seen!

 

 

“Francis Phoenix? Cool. Bring it on! I will fight you every step of the way.”

… You guys showed be a glimpse of the light. And I saw myself.

 

 

What am I?

 

 

“You're our Werewolf like leader. Loyal, strong, fast and protective. Don't you get it?”

You have a warm heart yet you dress in black? Are you a Fallen Angel?

 

 

“No. Far from it.”

You can hear me?

 

 

“We have always heard you... But you never asked for help.”

Help me! I am no leader! Stop smiling like you know everything!

 

 

“You will one day realise the same thing the rest of us have.”

What is it? Will it stop me from suffering? Where did you all go?!

 

 

I feel alone.

No one is there to support me.

No one is there to protect me.

 

 

Somebody... Save me.

 

 

“... And we are always behind you.”

I melted into the embrace of the members and thought...

 

 

'This is why I became a leader for them...'